it seems to me that my life has spun out of control.....
my future at my job is questionable at best.....
and no matter what I do... I feel lost and confused....
the person I am is NOWHERE close to who I want to be....
I've sold out.
I surrendered who I am for a job.... and now that job may not last.....
Well... I'm done.....
I will never let myself be compromised for any reason ever again.
Hawk will be Hawk..... now and forever!
YES!
It's finally here!
I'm on holiday!!!!!
and not one of those crapfest holidays where I'm visiting family.... (bleck!)
I'm on a REAL holiday!!!!!
No Work!
No stress!
NO BULLSHIT!!!!!
Tonite's plan.... to do FUCK-ALL!!!! and then sleep like the dead!
Tomorrow I head into New York City and visit the Museum of History, and the Wax Museum, go bar-hopping.... and finally.....
Head to madison square Garden to watch the NY Rangers kick some Philidelphia Flyer ass!!!!!
Woot!!!!
and then I return home to sleep!
:D
and I still have two days of Me time to enjoy.....
Ahhhhhhhh.... :D
I just finished a six day work week... and I'm drained..... both physically and mentally.
All I want to do is go to bed and enter a coma..... until tuesday!
Gods, I need a Vacation!
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