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drinking instead of thinking,

alcohol slowly creeping,

Into my head,

strangers in my bed,

trying to forget,

Trying not to regret,

What i did,

what i said,

as i laid naked upon the bed,

sins coursing through my head,

waking up alone,

feeling confused instead of dread,

laying still and prone.

still in my bed, all alone.

writing instead of fighting,

licking not biting,

my wounds, my scars,

going out,

getting drunk,

at dark, barely lit bars,

drinking in the shadows,

feeling egotistic and shallow,

slowly falling down,

where i am lost,

and can never be found

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Orthose
07:07 Dec 18 2015

Your writing here is so much better than anywhere else. This one was particularly beautiful to me.

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mixed up mind,

two steps forward three behind,

another drink,

you slowly sink,

into the floor,

melt beneath the door,

slither to bed,

under the sheets,

to where dark ends,

and light seems to creep

and awake turns to sleep

breath burning,

stomach churning,

bile in your mouth,

screams soundless shouts,

no way out,

no backward in,

just one blocked door,

just a single sin,

shut inside,

behind closed blinds,

locked inside your head,

stricken from your mind.

another toke,

another offensive joke,

told to kill time,

with words that dont rhyme,

senseless laughing,

time passing,

till dark turns to light,

and so ends this sleepless...endless, night.

chills and thrills,

money and bills,

change in your hand,

makes food tasteless and bland,

Cause all you ever order,

Costs a dollar and two quarters. xP

you might be a freak,

I might be a creep,

But we all piss, shit, and sleep xP

I hear you,

I feel you,

and yet somehow I cant see you,

Standing right infront of me,

Presence too subtle to see,

Solid but still invisible,

important, yet somehow trivial.

bored not stupid,

writing not sleeping,

web over bed,

mind instead of head