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It’s hard for people to realize
The struggle of finding
A belonging you aren’t sure of
It’s hard for people to understand why
You don’t want to work so hard anymore
You feel trapped
You feel helpless
You feel tragic
Even when the sun shines again

I am tormented
I am trapped
Dead skin surrounds me
I am tired
And barely see the sun
I feel overwhelmed
I feel nothing
Stress becomes my everything
I speak of work... it kills me
The elderly destroy my soul...

I miss the innocent nights
The times when life seemed in my grasp
The winds changed and I would smile
I miss the tides and the sunrise
That always seemed to follow them
I miss the moon and her glow
She always looked so radiant
I miss my soul
I wish I could find it
I miss me...

COMMENTS

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TristesseX
09:06 Oct 11 2019

I miss myself too. I can relate to this poem. Very nice. :)

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EmberMoon
11:41 Oct 11 2019

I keep finding myself then a guy just puts me right back in that same spot,

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GypsyX
19:57 Oct 12 2019

I am sorry ladies... hugs feel free to add me on here TristesseX

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TheHaunted
03:41 Oct 15 2019

I miss a lot of things as well and its the simplest of things that get missed the most...

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GypsyX
07:36 Oct 15 2019

I agree so very much Haunty... this world destroys us and our souls

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Lurking around my emotions
Caving at the very thought
She makes up my world
But doesn’t complete me as a whole
How to tell her I can’t be with her
How to to tell her we are lost again
Repetition
Is my biggest downfall

Breathing...
I feel like I am not...
Forgetting any happiness attached to him
He tries to pretend he doesn’t see it
But I am slipping away....
Slowly dying
In my own shadows...