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Sometimes what you think is a good thing can go all wrong. I have been having alot of fun here with a Rave relationship that I was "lucky" enough to bring to reality, when I met him in "real" time.



Things went well for the first couple of days...I met a few others from the Rave and we drank alot of beer and got to know each other. Unfortunately jealousy and Whiskey reared their ugly heads and made for an unfortunate occurance.



Things went bad and I ended up walking 2 1/2 miles and hitch hiking the last 7 at 10:30 at night in the rain to make sure I made my bus at 7 in the am. Just wanted to avoid any more anger and violence and go back to Minnesota.



I place no blame as shit happens. Two disfunctional people do NOT make a functional one. I don't blame this person totally for what happened, just didn't want to deal with it and feed the anger. Sometimes it is just better to walk away.



So hey, I really enjoyed meeting every one in Michigan. As relationship material, well, lets just say we didn't suit each other too well. To phrase it politely.



Someday I'll find someone right for me. Until I do I am just gonna enjoy my friends here on the Rave!

Thought I'd pop back in here, I have been ignoring my journal too long "bad me, abusing journal! Spanks self" lol



Been alot of changes here on the Rave, all good for a change! :D



I have left my last coven, which saddened me deeply as they are a great coven and fantastic people. I only left to rejoin my best friends here, the other 2 of our "Triad of Power" as we laughlingly refer to ourselves, in our new coven, the Coven of Heightened Spirits. Finally it has become a reality and we are all together again!



After all the drama of covert correctitude our coven is alot of fun and good comeraderie amongst the members.



I have made so many wonderful friends here that truely keep me sane and happy! Ya all know who you are! "Big hugs to all of you!"



Unfortunately as far as my "real" time life goes, My stalker ex is still out there alive and well (anyone got a biiiiig gun, a shovel and a bag of lime?) He has been doing the same old crap and actually caught me outside at my job. Not a good thing and hadda run for the building. Took all Day to stop shaking. Living like this sucks. (Anyone wanna take in a disfunctional person?)lmao!



So again all my love for those of you in the know about my screwy life that continue to be there for me time after time.



I have made a second pro to showcase my darker side, misbegottenlust, so if you get a chance stop in and say hi to the darker side of Gwendolyn! lol



Well all for today, am gonna make entries more often! lol well, at least I hope too!