I have always known I was different but couldn't explain why. The older I get, the more I learn about my ancestors as well as my abilities. I just wish I could learn how to use them at will. It is so hard to focus all of my energy on my thing when you can feel the emotions of those around you (and hear the thoughts of the weak minded). If I could only learn to embrace my abilities and keep them secret at the same time. It is so hard to exist in this world without my true life partner, my soulmate. I have search for over a decade for this being, but all I find are those wishing to know me as intimately as possible. Of course it is virtually impossible to be with this being when you are married to an overbearing, jealous human who doesn't understand me at all. I could leave him, and I have before, but I came back for my children. I am willing to give up everything for my boys, but I wish I didn't have too.
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yourfutureexwife
23:52 Aug 16 2009
There are no such things as real vampires.