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Existence

Or death

Immortality

Or forever long to be forgotten



Every day it seems as though these choices get harder to choose from

I wander aimlessly through portals of the past and present

At times, I hear the voices…singing to me though ancient songs



“And we shall rise

Rise but not fail

We shall shed the blood

Not for love but for dread

Carry me my immortal one

Carry me away

Into your arms of wicked peace

I have waited so long to be in your arms once again

Carry me my immortal one

Carry me away

Carry me away to a time I am with you….”



It’s been many years now I pondered

I finally realize where I belong

I do not exist yet I do

I am dead yet I am alive

I am of morality yet immortality



“And we shall rise

But now we fall

One of the many deaths we suffer

We shall shed blood until it’s the end

Not for love but for dread and mercy

Carry me away my immortal one

Carry me away if you hear

I want to be in your arms of wicked peace

Carry me away to another time where we shall remain forever…”





…….I am doomed to exist in this life forever but my soul will only remain

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LordWolf
18:29 Oct 27 2010

and your soul can find the other souls you share your life and love with....

and find joy again.

~W~

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(In the beginning)



In the beginning

Was when I met you

The year was B.C Before Christ

I still remember your touch

I still remember your kiss

I even remember the sting of your sharp words

The scents, the ancient tongue we spoken

I remember everything

It was in the beginning….

It was in the beginning….



(The suffering)

In a time, things seemed different

I couldn’t hear much anymore

Life moved ever so fast but time stood still

It was the suffering of the bleeding moon never to return



(The falling)

Blood

Death everywhere to be found

The pyramids burning

The virgins raped

The court dead



(The death)

I ran to the sacred place

The place of eternity

I give my life to you

In return of immorality



(The ending)

I lay here

Bleeding

Choking on my own blood

The time has closed to my frightful ending



(In the new beginning)

I walk like a dead corpse

Feeling a vivid longing inside

I don’t know why

I do not belong here

I don’t belong here in this time..



(The dreams)

The walking men

With kilts of white

The women in dresses of pure white

The sweet smelling scents

A gift from the Gods

And him..There was him



(The Awakening)

The sun hiding behind the mountains

The stars were dead

The moon was cold

But I remember everything again…

You look in the mirror day after day

But not like everyone else

You know why your clouds are gray

You know why it always rains

It’s been awhile since you've last thought

About the dark sided past you once fought

I wonder do you still apologize to yourself

Can you tell me if your pain is the same as you first felt?

Would it be too assuming if I said you are your own destruction train?

You took nails and impaled your own hands to your own cross

A personal bond between you and your God

But now you've grown older and the world starts to change

You still see yourself still the same

Nothing has changed with you

I see you take comfort in being in an empty shell

Don't ever again pave your road to hell

You look in the mirror everyday

But not like everyone else

You know why the clouds will always be grey….

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martin
12:45 Oct 28 2010

i can relate to this ... good poem

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