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Sally
20:17 Apr 28 2011
Times Read: 543
Pretty little girl
Bright and all
Had to follow a family’s tradition
And eventually gave up on it all
What used to be talented and shining
Became ice and cold
What used to be happy
Became a black soul
Two people tried to help
But only get pushed by the border line
Sally, oh Sally
What did we do wrong this time?
You lost your love
You live in an abusive home
I wish help was available
Perhaps you’ll learn to get some
Sally oh Sally
I hope your attention comes to this poem
What has been done is done
And it seems as though we are done
Silence...A different kind of poem.
16:35 Apr 28 2011
Times Read: 558
"Yes the Silence is Deafening isn't it Grimmy?
Yes...it is my love. As it still haunts me today.
"Yet the silence will set you free, Am I right Grimmy?"
Yes...it shall set my soul to be free
"Yet the silence will only be the death of you in the end, isn't this right Grimmy?"
Yes...for only you know what is best
Do you know I am only the voice inside your sick little mind Grimmy?
It can't be..you see inside my soul
"Do you know how truly sick you are Grimmy?
"Do you know your crazy Grimmy?"
"Do you know you do not deserve what you want Grimmy?"
"Do you know I will drive you to death Grimmy?"
"Do you know nobody truly loves you Grimmy?"
"Why have you stopped answering Grimmy?"
Because you lie Reaper
Deny all you like too, Grimmy. But the brutal truth will set you free. Look in the mirror and realize the only thing left to guide you in the voices within your intoxicated drug induced brain...
Memoir of a Dead Girl
15:21 Apr 27 2011
Times Read: 563
I
It hasn’t even been 20 years
Yet here I lay in this shallow grave
Watching the insects crawl upon me
Watching them feast upon what I call my soft skin
Seeing the soil with these dead bolts I call eyes
With stretched pale skin I call eye sockets
They always say when you die
But this is a lie
I lay here and I weep ashes
II
The spirit reawakens on the inside
Making all of these memories come back to life
They seemed real then they were before
Bringing back up filth emotion
Bringing back up the filth emotion that killed me long before time
III
At the funeral we hear rest in peace
But shall you know now that this is a lie
Take it from the memoir of a dead girl who has died
Died long before her destined time
*not done*
Revelation 17
16:11 Apr 21 2011
Times Read: 579
I watch slowly as the rain hits my skin
Look at the sky as the clouds are turning in
The thunder storm keeps me inside a prison
Although everything was blowing away
I stood at will
Just as that, the Earth stood still
An envisionment of my life
Flying in my eyes
I look towards the road on the left
Was a shadow of me during the night
I see the nights I wished of death
I see the nights where I doped myself up
I saw the night I laid shaking furiously in my bed
And I silently thought to myself
“Why didn’t anyone grant my wish to be dead?”
I look towards my right and saw a distinctive light
A saw a better future
I saw a glimpse of what a life could be like
Yet I still stand in the middle of the line
My heart wants to go right
While the other side wants to go back to my fucked up life
Let Me
16:43 Apr 12 2011
Times Read: 612
Let me give you poison
Let me give you shame
Let me give you a gun
Embedded with your name
Let me show you hate
Let me show you hell
Let me show you misery
Only a dead girl like me could tell
Let me tell you stories
Let me tell you pain
Let me tell you sick jokes
Because only the true shall die in vain
Let me give you drugs
Let me give you whores
Let me give you this girl I am
Because I never wanted her before
Fucking Druggie
16:13 Apr 12 2011
Times Read: 632
Grab the needle
You’ll feel better I promise
Heat up the powder
And shoot it
Get deep inside that warm feeling
Forget about all the pain in which you are dealing
Look at the world through hazy foggy eyes
Stop!
Don’t shoot up too much
It isn’t your time
It’s obvious you won’t listen
I bet you’re already too addicted
Are you happy with the pain your are inflicting?
Ballad Of A Cutter
15:53 Apr 12 2011
Times Read: 633
The first cut was only to make me feel alive
To make sure the blood wasn’t drying up in my veins on the inside
It’s not like it would matter anyway
I already marked the red X on my grave
Hollowed, Numb, and self insecure
The only friend I had was the razor in the drawer
I hated my life as I hated myself
But what do you care?
It’s me not you going through hell
So I sit here and I bleed
It’s the only thing that looks beautiful in my misery
Rose
11:51 Apr 05 2011
Times Read: 654
Hi my name is Rose
I just turned the age of three
I was murdered on the night of June 24th
Because my father wanted to fuck my dead body
I think he suffers from Necrophilia
At least that’s what mommy said
But I know my daddy loves me
And we’ll be together again once he is dead
He walked inside my room
So I looked up under my covers and took a peak
He stood there holding a knife
I couldn’t say anything nor scream
He pulled my covers down and mutilated me
I tried calling for mommy
Oddly she didn’t hear a thing
I really love my dad
But he can’t get away with this
So I sent my spirit down from the heavens
And cut off his dick
The Poet, Mary Ella Elizabeth and the Letter
18:11 Apr 04 2011
Times Read: 656
There was a poet who had to write a letter
A love letter to be exact
He pondered on the right words to say
And hoped Mary Ella Elizabeth would write back
He poured his heart out on paper
And eagerly waited for a reply
Once he received her letter
He felt as if he may die
It’s not because of denial
But his heart felt so much shame
To be in love with a person
Who was already married to a man
Jealously soon took over
As he hurried to her Victorian home
The dark side took its embraced
He came inside alone
His breath coming fast and deep
He seized a knife and a gun
Shot her poor dear husband
And slit Mary Ella Elizabeth’s throat
He dropped down on his knees
And silently weeped to himself
Thought about what he has done
And ended his life himself
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