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The lights are all blackened,

Nothing can be seen,

Except a flame from a candle,

He crouches over me, spreads,

My arms wide open, my legs wide open,

At a blink of an eye, there I see him,

With a long big heavy rope,

I wonder what he's thinking of doing,

Not even a second goes by,

He wraps my arms and legs to the postels,

I know there no escape,

I try and unloosen myself but too late i'm cought,

Harsh wipping on my flesh

A knife upon my chest,

Gently slits through,

Feeds upon my blood,

He's intoxication makes me high,

I'm moaning for escapsim,

Same time I want him to stay on me,

My flesh becomes part of him,

It embraces in one,

For hours and hours, the night never ends,

He unlooses me thinking its over,

I let him fall into his sweet slumber,

I cuff him and tie him, with his legs hanging high,

Wipping his flesh till I see I little blood flowing out,

I suck him gently,

Then I suck him hard,

He awakes with a moan, screaming for more,

More he gets,

A place my pentegram upon his chest ,

Sucking each angle, nibbling his flesh,

He screams for me to stop but I give him more,

My rope through his collar, it passes right through,

His body from white becomes red, then blue,

He begs for a gasp,

I set him free,,

He comes on me my flesh more harder with his,

The sunlight sets, time to light a cig,

Then off to sleep in a sweep slumber dream

I remember you still as if it was still yesterday,

That charming lad, that cantered there besides me,

How long I watched and gazed at you,

Secretely behind that shallow wall,

A little girl I was, thoughts of innocence,

Flowing out of my mouth, one after another,

These times where good,

They where made of fear, shyness, wildness and

Above all thigs laughter,

As much as I didnt know how to hold,

My reighns, dear friend,

I've learnt to do so in everyday life,

No trotting but cantering, so long ago,

Though i've learnt to take things,

One step at a time,

These memories of you & I,

Shall never be forgotten,

But shall be forever known,

Thank you Claudio.

Promises have grown,

Now my heart my heart is sown,

A lover a friend,

Killed once with the pain of love,

That I put him through,

Now he stands besides me,

I thought I lost him,

Forever more I thought he was gone,

Nights I spend crying,

Shouting his name,

To the stars above,

I begged the Gods to keep him,

Safe and protected and,

To find a way to ease his pain,

His heart was thorn and so was mine,

He always brought out that hidden smile in me,

Danced until moonlight faded,

When the night was over, we stood there,

Like iced statues,

It was as if the night before,

Never existed and nothing had been done.

I'm in love once again,

With someone I dremt about,

For years and years,

I feel safe, I feel secure,

Thats how I always longed to feel,

There is love, somehow it's real,

It's a reciprocated love,

That I craved for all along,

My vow of everlasting love I shall keep,

I lost my love once but not again,

No matter what people say,

I will listen to my heart and mind,

Choose to do only what feels right,

Even longer then the years after my death,

I promise to be there for him,

When he's sick and weak i'll make him stronger,

When he's angry or confused,

I'll let him go to his cave, where all can be exposed,

As long as he does the same for me,

I just cannot see why,

That love of such truth,

Had to be distant from one another,

Like Romeo and Juliet I feel sometimes,

I feel like dying, crying when he's apart,

So prince of mine carry me home,

Take me on a journey that never ends,

Somewhere where us two can be liberated and free,

I love you prince,

These words of such beauty like yourself,

Shall never end.

I am centered in a room,

With candle lights surrounding me,

In a circular form,

My body lays helplessly,

As my lids put down gently,

My soul takes wing to another dimention,

Where creatures of the night come out to play,

Where battles are never ending,

There I stand, in despair,

Watching those I care just dissapear,

Turn into carcass,

Fight I cannot, for I'm just a messanger and healer,

Bring cadavers from the dead I cannot,

I try and chant, chant spells of which,

Will bring peace and serenity,

Though it stops,

I know that when tomorrow night comes,

Once again the show shall begin,

I force my soul to return once again,

Which awakes me,

With tears of blood falling from my eyes,

My dreams turn into nightmares,

I reflect back again on what I saw,

Fearing that tomorrow never comes.

As you might have noticed,

There is one obsession I have in this life,

Been growing up year after year,

Longing to adopt one, keep it by my side,

I know this dream will come true,

Knowing I always work hard for what I want,

It's something that pounces,

Purrs over you, Meos when it,s hungry,

Tamed it can be, forever with me,

In a range opposite me,

Where day and night it shall be at my sight,

This poem may sound childish,

But i'm crap at writing poems,

That don't have anything to with love & pain,

So here I went to give a try,

In honour of that tiger and I !

I circled for days around a corpse,

Just trying to teach him that love does exist,

Neglected love, shut both eyes,

To see it was there,

Right opposing his eyes,

He never dared to look me, think of me,

Above all things understand me,

Instead he made my life harder,

Draw my end of days closer,

Just then when I thought,

I had dropped and died,

A blessing came along, reached out for me,

A blessing who long before I broke his heart,

He took me in his arms, uncovered the wool,

That was shattered all over my eyes,

Made me see reality, reminded me,

About the person I truely was,

Love now I have found,

A vow of everlasting love I have made,

Though those who seek shall not agree,

But above all things, I learned that love is crazy,

At least the title is bizarre,

But not the love of one another,

Nothing, nobody this time can draw me,

Away from the hero, that saved my last breath.