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Ebbed deeply in the dark shadows of my mind

Visions slowly come and go over and over

Embers fall slowly shatter and scatter fast

Ashes are kicked into the wind they decipate

Memories slowly claim me so again and again

Bright as fire and crimson like blood, pure

Is the soul breathing and inhaling the smoke

Huddling closely within my sight so I puff

Pluck the wings of an angel that I so desire

And lay the feathers out so they can scatter

One by one they slowly fade and drift into

Catching the wind on a high note starlight

Listen to the wind blow, listen; Whoosh!

Into your ear I blow and sit a little closer

Bright as the moon and clear as the night

Are your eyes gazing at me, big brown eyes

The wish is inevitable and I claim it mine

I take you by the hand and make you mine

My pain is deep like the ocean ever so blue

My scars are red like the ever unspoken dead

My love is so true like we. Me and you are

My fingertips feel your bright so pink skin

My lips feel your bright red lucious kiss

Wish you were mine no way to know how you will

I dont care if he loves you all i know is i do

what will it take for the fire to burn in you

i know that you do and all i feel is that your here

what will it take for the fire to burn in you

i hate the way i know i still love you so

i dont know what will i ever do...FUCK



Fuck...i know that i will die if i dont

But what will it take maybe a little more

Fuck...i know that i will die if i dont

Just maybe i can die in peace forever



Endless days pass me by making me hate myself

I dont know the pain and i cant understand the will

To carry on and on its almost as if i were there

with you finally showing what i can be forever

burn, the fire burns gasoline feeding my desire

maybe i wont hate myself anymore if i do plunge

The knife of poison into my ever drying veins...



The night fades my desire to take it all away

Bright lights tumble my tears that i cry today



Fuck...i know that i will die if i dont

But what will it take maybe a little more

Fuck...i know that i will die if i dont

Just maybe i can die in peace forever



The night fades my desire to take it all away

Bright lights tumble my tears that i cry



FUCK!!!!

im not dying...to live anymore and i can feel u in me

i know that there is someone else in ur life so i must be

i cant take what u care for him and it only tears my pain

for pain and its no longer a dying tragedy to love u

i can only say that ive been there before because u left me

with nothing more and i cant blame u because somehow i was never

given the chance and he was, u did what u did and did it with love

i dont know what to feel half across the globe and a million miles

from my very home, i am ur friend and i can say that im there for u



im not dying...to live anymore and i left it behind

i know who u love and the one u love isnt me

im not dying...to live anymore and i left it behind

i know who u love and the one u love isnt me



i can feel the light burning a prison to ashes from ashes

the door to the lowest of the fucking low has opened before me

i climb out with little strength in me to go on and i see god

giving me his and wiping my tears from lacerated skin and heart

take what u can...and i know ill die if i dont ever fucking go

boy did i love u when i did and the chance was never mine before it

was given to him, all i ask u is to not let him give u heartache

i wouldnt want to see u crying because he left u with a little one

and no one to confide in but me, i would take u and give u someone



im not dying...to live anymore and i left it behind

i know who u love and the one u love isnt me

im not dying...to live anymore and i left it behind

i know who u love and the one u love isnt me



im ur friend and thats who u are, i love u just remember that

im ur friend and thats who i am, i love u just remember this

i will be there when u need if u ever need me just ask

i wll be there when u wish for me if u ever want me just ask

i will be there until the end and i know that he will leave u

in the very fucking end...