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ON MY WAY BACK TO THE VALLEY SHADOW OF DEATH. NOT IRAQ BUT CLOSE ENOUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE. TIRED AND SLEPT JUST ENOUGH TO KEEP MYSELF GOING. DETACHED EMOTIONALLY AND FEELING LIKE I WISH I WAS WITH MY FAMILY. NOT FEELING SUICIDAL JUST DISCONNECTED. NOT AT A POINT TO KILL MYSELF AND SHIT BUT FEELING LIKE I WISH I HAD THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. JUST LET GO OF A PERSON WHO I THOUGHT WAS A FRIEND AND SOMEHOW IT ENDED TEARING ME THROUGH AND OPENING NEW SCARS. I CRIED A LOT JUST NOT ALL AT THE SAME TIME. CRUISED AROUND A LOT BACK HOME TO LET THE BRIGHT SOMEHOW SHINE THROUGH TORN FLESH. I GUESS I CAN SOMEHOW FEEL LIKE IM FREE, I REALLY NEED TO FIND MYSELF I GUESS SHE WOULD HELP BUT SOMEHOW SHE WAS IN THE SAME HOLE. MUCH LOVE FROM GP20.