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Running low on the fuel of hope and I want to kill

This feeling no matter how much I try I want it dead

But I see myself going back on the same things that made

Me an asshole and a different being built and running on gasoline

Tasting flames wherever I went and no matter what I did I had to scarf

It down hard because there was nothing that I could do to stop it

It was stuck on the kill switch and it didn’t matter who stood in my way

I would stare them down with an evil look and eat them alive with my hate

Here I go again and no matter what I do it starves me of my innocent soul

The demon is getting bigger and I can’t stop him from awakening a new world

Of something different, here it goes because its slowly eating me as I watch in horror

It doesn’t have to be this way living in a fucking hell that I didn’t want to occur

Drowning and I’m almost tempted to let him devour everything in his path

I want to so much but here I go trying to stop him with every little bit of strength

That I don’t have anymore, how many lives will I take before I notice what I’ve done



My punishment is this torture that I can’t stop, there is no escape its like I want to cry

Because when he comes out there will be no way to cage the beast that is hungry

The flames shoot from my mouth and the guitars ring in my ears, goddamn me; myself

I have yet begun to fight for my soul but I know that there will be a path of death

When he’s done and who will be there to blame but the person standing with bloody hands



Prejudice is a deeper feeling but I’m not the one who is dishing it out with full force

How much do I have to take before it eats me alive a thousandth time tonight

There is not anything that he wants more than to destroy everything, he pleads me

To let him loose, let me loose master and you won’t have to hear the bullshit anymore

God that sounds like a fucking good choice but I realize I can’t do that no matter

The hate that I feel so much in heart, in my fucking head and burn the mistake that was made

They say that I make them look like a fool but why am I the one to always fucking burn

A world of hypocritical mother fuckers who plague me night and day so here it is

The truth out in the open and make everyone across the board pay for the same shit

Betrayed by my own memory or was the simple thing you call life, is it true

That you can find truth in a simple thing like watching a sunset, no I guess not

The motor quick starts and the machine roars with a great laughter here it is

Something that I tried to tell you that you should fear for the rest of your life

Taken back and eyes wide open to the destruction that’s put forth in a second

Born in fire and bred in the coals of a fading ash, who is to say that this was me



This used to be a better person but they pissed him off way to much and I am

Nothing better than a murderer or killer, I just tend to kill myself every time I fuck up

A last breathe is stolen before I die and let the hate machine take over, FIRE IT UP

Loud noise destruction has begun so who the fuck is going stop me

Your blood is my gasoline, your death is my desire so let me dig in deep

THE SILENCE IS HINDERED

MY SENSES ARE WEATHERED

SKIN IS BROKEN AND TEATHERED

ITS A DYING TRAGEDY MY HATRED

ALL THAT I OFFER YOU IS MY DREAD

IM NOT THIS WAY BUT I WILL BE

TRUST ME I WILL MAKE YOU BLEED

SCARS ARE OPEN AND I TRY TO CLOSE

THE LIES THAT BOTHER ME, AND YOU

WILL BE AT THE END OF MY FIST

YOU WILL BE A VICTIM OF MY ILLUSION

I LAUGH AS YOU CRY, YOU DIE SLOWLY

TAKE THE SHOVEL AND DIG MOTHERFUCKER

CRY ALL YOU WANT BUT YOU WILL DIG

THE DIRT WILL ONLY SAVE YOU, YOUR UNHEARD

THOUGHT YOU WOULD SEE ME FALL WEAK

BASTARD YOU ARE MAKING THIS HARDER

ITS OKAY BECAUSE I DONT MIND BEING

THE WAY I USED TO BE, A BASTARD MAKER

IM BELOW FREEZING BECAUSE IM FROZEN



MY HATE IS FAR WORSE THAN I EVER THOUGHT AND TRUST ME

BUT YOU WONT SEE TOMORROW THOUGHT YOU WOULD FREEZE MY VEINS AND WALK AWAY

WITHOUT A SCAR FROM THE END OF MY BLADE TO TELL THE WORLD HOW YOU FAILED

HOW YOU FAILED TO CRUSH ME, MAYBE IT WAS MY HATE THAT WON THE BATTLE

I HAVE YOUR FACE CENTERED ON A PLAQUE ON MY WALL AND YOU LOOK LIKE YOU SAW DEATH



I DONT INTEND TO MAKE A POINT

BUT IF I HAVE TO SO THAT THEY KNOW

AND THAT THERE WILL BE NO REMORSE

FROM THE AXE OF AGONY THAT I BEHOLD

TRUST ME IM HELL AND DRAGGING DEATH

WITH ME BECAUSE I CAN BE A BITCH

YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO THAT

BE A PAIN AND INSOLENCE SO MUCH IT

HURTS TO SAY THE TRUTH BUT HERE IT GOES

THERE IS NO FEAR IN MY HEART, I KNOW

THAT I WONT DIE WHETHER YOU WANT IT

OH HOW MUCH WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IT

FATHERLESS CREATION AND IM THE DESTROYER

ITS EASIER TO BREAK THE CHAIN THAN TO

MAKE AND CREATE WHAT YOU WANT ALIVE

ONLY LIES LIE WITHIN YOURSELF SO BURN

WITH THE MISTAKE BECAUSE YOU WILL CHURN

THE FLAMES AND TASTE IT DOWN YOUR THROAT

OH HOW MUCH IT HURTS DOESNT IT, SEE IT

COMING DOWN HARD AND FEEL IT SLICE FLESH



SCARF DEATH AND SWALLOW THE LIES THAT I WAS BETRAYED BY YOUR FUCKING INDULGENCE

HOW MUCH I DO HATE YOU THAT I WISH YOU ONLY PAIN AND TORTURE

WHAT WAS IT THAT YOU WANTED TO TAKE FROM ME THAT NIGHT

SOMEHOW I KNEW THAT IT WAS MY INNOCENCE THROUGH ALL MY PAIN I WISH

I WAS THERE TO TELL YOU IN YOUR FUCKING FACE HOW MUCH I WANT YOU DEAD



THIS POEM IS FOR MY MOLESTER LET HIM FUCKING DIE NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE FOR YOU TO LOVE YOUR ENEMIES, I DONT THINK I CAN LOVE THE ONE WHO FUCKED ME UP FOR LIFE. SO LET HIM DIE AND ROT FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE.

God forbid that I should ever feel like this dont know why but i do anyway

Dont you hate it when you try so hard to feel again but its like your black and blue

Never thought that my life would drain from me like this, if i wanted to be broken i should of left

But i guess i had to learn the hard way and it all ended with us fighting again

I try to stay calm but you say that you dont know what wrong, i wish i knew but i dont know

You anymore its like youve changed and you put on a different face everyday

No matter how much I cry its like Im not there or I dont exist because your to busy with yourself

I know what your feeling but when the truth comes out you yell at me and curse angry

Again at the same person who once told you how much love meant and here we go again

God forbid and unwillingly I toss my revenge at you not knowing how will this end

In a pool of blood thats stained and dirtied with your lies, its like I know whats going to happen

Like a fortold prophecy brought to me in tears I see how the other side looks and I know I would rather be there than by your side

Like an old wise man that Ive become I hold my hand and see the lines that form my new life, a different face and another mountain to climb

Holding my arms around me, hugging my cold lifeless body wanting warmth but its only getting worse and i know

That its not going to get any better because god forbid that i should make you feel like this, somehow it was my fault and Im the one to blame

For your mistake, i laugh but cry on the inside and make the face that will mold me until i can break the chain that you have put around me



Out for the only thing that will save my soul because i have nothing left for me to hold and its going to be a lot harder than i thought

But i will push through because you promised me that you would make it without me so i know how cold you can be if i was blind than blame me

A river of pain flows through me and catches my thoughts on fire nobody knows what its like live forever, even you dont know in your own little world

Whats the worst that can happen to you, i knew that once i left you no one would love you as much as i did and god forbid because no one else will

I hope that you see that now and what will you do when you need me the most and your stuck in the middle of the road as your runover by real life

An eighteen wheeler of death and rolling with a thousand pounds of pain, i laugh as you cry what will you when it hits you and you dont know what to do

I knew that one day you would learn your lesson but i never thought that it tear you this much in two, god forbid me for my anger but it tastes so good

A little of the red rust is stained on the pavemented road, im so tempted to go over and lick it off straight from the earth; your blood my pleasure

Who knows if we will ever see each other again because i know that i wont want too, god willing that if i do ill go crazy in front of you

Who’s that in front of me looking over at you and smiling with deep red glowing eyes and white smile to match a cloak and sharp dagger

The edge is so sharp it calls out to me and says the truth hidden in the dark somehow it hurts you but pleases me, only you for me

Its like i know whats going to happen before it blows up in your face and somehow your surprised because i wasnt there to say i told you so

Its driven into the soul and its ripped from your chest, does it hurt or does it go in slow motion everytime you play it over and over

I knew that if i somehow made it to the end that without getting in your face i would let it go from me and it would never hurt us anymore

But it did because the ghost of a haunted past floats in from the distance calling you and i by our very name and saying the words of death in vein

Your pain my very pleasure, your guilt my very remorse, your scars and my scapegoat, your cold idiotic ways and my closure, god forbid and punish you and me

I’m stuck on destruction and the switch is broken to this death machine rolling

Hauling ass and rolling fast, down the road that I’ve always avoided because i was afraid

But now I know I see how easy it is if you want it to be this way if another day kills you

I like what I see and its like watching a starlit night as my face lights up red

A flash of great perfection and gasoline is all i need to make it all better

Feeding on the great darkness as I let it slowly plague me day in and asleep at night

Dreaming a nightmare that steals a breath from me and I sweat my fears away

Maybe I wont dream the same thing this time if I don’t want it to be this way

I eat my words but know that your going to come back for more and you wont walk away

Let me devour you and you know that my teeth will cut through your flesh bleeding

Me my pain and swallowing your flesh, the red rust tastes so good its like I’m in heaven

I rage with a hatred and I don’t know why but I know that if I bite down it will make it taste better



Mi amor te quiero pero me voy y nunca voy a regresar, te deseo la muerte y todo maldad

La sangre de tu cuerpo me vuelve loco y lo siento dentro cada ves que pruebo tu piel

Mi amor te quiero pero me voy y nunca voy a regresar, te deseo la muerte y todo maldad

La sangre de tu cuerpo me vuelve loco y lo siento dentro cada ves que pruebo tu piel



Here I am again speaking words of passion into your ear but its like you don’t hear me

No matter how much I show you that I will drive you crazy in the bedroom when I do

Kiss you, my teeth grind a little not trying to bite down and taste how much your blood

Will drive me crazy maybe if I try it this time I will see the addiction take me over, I love you

Its like I know how much you hate me if I could hear it come out of your mouth maybe I would

Go and without any excuse I’ll open the door and not look back to see the look on your face

The desire is bigger than my problems maybe I’ll let it sink into my taste buds just to feel again

A breath of lifeless seduction escapes you slowly and its like when we did it the first time

On the grind all night and I know that I can go on and on no matter how much I hear you

Scream I know you love me or was it dream this time that now I’m dodging things coming at me

I guess I couldn’t distinguish dream from reality but every time I see you I know I hate anyway

Loud noise destruction and insane dreams about fire and gasoline plague the soul and switch on



La lumbre brinca y me da suenos de munchas cosas que no preferio pensar en la noche, la escuridad

Mi deseos nuncan se hasen realidad y me ase nojar, un sueno de lumbre y sangre cada noche

La lumbre brinca y me da suenos de munchas cosas que no preferio pensar en la noche, la escuridad

Mi deseos nuncan se hasen realidad y me ase nojar, un sueno de lumbre y sangre cada noche

I’m feeling alone and letting myself fall into the hole into the darker and deeper

Its like dieing but not crossing to the other side and eliminating the presence of his ungodliness

But no matter how hard I try my thoughts cut through me like glass cuts skin

And here it goes again entering the wound of sorrow, so pitiful but I let it anyway

I hit the bed and wander about how I feel about you all night

Its nothing like the pain I feel day and night its almost innocent and pure

Your face I've seen and your voice I've heard, but your name is somehow unknown

Its a mystery that I can't complete and maybe if I try a little bit I will hear the voice out of your

Lips and it enters my every space of little nothingness maybe a little to much

But that makes me feel almost alive and fades my almost endless immortal pain

Falling if I do, fading out so; a tear trickles and hit’s the floor and explodes out loud

Explosion heard around the world, its like destroying another world of perception

I never knew that I could do this but somehow I have again, gotten the attention of a beautiful

Very beautiful girl, its like she came from my dreams and a call to god was answered

Never knew that somehow she would plague me in my wake and say hello in my dreams



I can feel the scar closing its almost nothing if I continue I will close another open door

The door creaks and its like nails on a chalkboard, its like a pain in my side and it hurts

I can feel the scar closing its almost nothing if I continue I will close another open door

The door creaks and its like nails on a chalkboard, its like a needle in my back and it bleeds





In my dreams its like finding light in the rising sun, clouds turn orange and mountains are lit

Darkness still plagues me ever so, but its nothing like before the regret and the mistakes were

A part of me, they are slowly fading out of me and falling from my every open thought and sight

Never knew how much I would make a difference even when my opinion wasn’t ever wanted

Death is what I fear the least, I just fear dieing alone and bitter; here my chance to see it again

The light at the end of the tunnel before it escapes from me and decides I don’t deserve to live

Catch me as I fall, miss me when I’m gone when I become the one it will be the day when I see it done

Is love true, is there ever true love, or is it another word that I should cast out of my vocabulary

Hope and faith are two things that keep me hanging onto a very thin string its almost done for

Strength and over all will to see things through if I ever knew the one that did this to me she never

Was, never ever was something to me; I wish I could tell someone how much it hurt to see the lie

I wish I could tell someone how she’s playing everyone for the fool, she’s everybody’s fool

Now I know and now I see so I dream of the one who I know will not hurt me even if I love her

In my dreams, she at least doesn’t fear to hold my hand and take me just to hug me once more

She’s an immortal and even when I am an old man I will be with her until the day I pass into

Dieing is what I fear the least, now that you did

This to me I know that I have what it takes do go again

Against the worst part of you if you ever want to feel

Go ahead and taste the blood off of my lips and kiss me

Again now that you know how you really feel like you do

Are you dead or are you really alive if you wanted to go

To the other side than you should of just asked for the favor

But you asked for it when you stabbed me in the back

With the sharp long knife of lies plunging into my ever dieing

Never ever flowing and clogging veins, if it’s a desire than do it again

If it’s a passion than do it again with a whisper into my ear; I love you

But if its nothing and if you want to die than ask to be taken six feet under

Take my hand and feel it sink into your soul as it darkens your spirit

I know you regret it because it was your mistake to make, not my fault

But why do I feel like if it was me when I never had anything to do with it



La culpa nunca era la mia, pero con un gran asco lo siento en el corazon

La vida y tu amor nunca era lo mio, y tan grande que siento el asco

La culpa nunca era la mia, pero con un gran asco lo siento en el Corazon

La vida y tu amor nunca era lo mio, y tan grande que siento el asco



The mistakes of a man don’t make the man, I found out the hard way

That it’s the success that he tries so hard to achieve, the mistake was you

It haunts me until this day that I knew how much I loved you but I left anyway

If it hurts this much than why do I have to call you back and say hello again

I know that it hurts this much because the truth be told you hate me anyway

I know that it feels like if the world is an enemy because I’ve become a scar

In your heart and a smear in your eyes, don’t lie to me if you do feel this way

On the phone and in person its like dieing again every time I feel it stab me

And death is my friend, soon to be the new reigning king if I knew it would be

If you would be so ungrateful just to be my friend I forgave you once

But that was my only mistake, so I take the sharp edge of destiny and make

Amends and do what I am compelled to do because the voices say the truth

In loud nothingness he yells out to me from the other side and I know what to do

I leap into you and take what you love the most and rape it from you over and over

A Soldier’s Stronghold



I feel the pain in the small of my back a little more now

I cry slowly and don’t understand it even if I want to

The pain calls me out and says for me to fade out

The cigarettes call me out and say for me to fall into

Ashes and little puffs of smoke escape the other lip

The name of pain and the price I pay stab me like knifes

The knifes that are held by the very people who hate me

And I scream harder pulling the knives out one by one

Slowly now and numb the pain or pull them out fast

Bleeding and squirting crimson all over as I lay them straight

In one very straight line and try to walk forward so not

Trying to slip on the blood and fall harder than the last

Broken hearted was what I used to feel , feel for your betrayal



This can’t go on like this anymore even if your that cold

I know that you hate me now and say that you don’t

The waves crash and your tears fall into the sand

You hug yourself and let the pain hug you a little tighter

Its cold outside and the rain beats down a little harder

A cloudy dark sky portrays a storm inside of you and me

You say that you wish me the best but I can feel the hate

Don’t fucking lie like that because I know how much you do

And it makes me scar how cold you were when I wanted you again

You say that you don’t know how you are anymore and how stupid

Blind is the word for the things you don’t see and I am far away

The eternity before me and the infinity inside that tear me away

Your words exactly are for me to never call you again but I say

The truth to you and your words of hate plague me in my heart

Like the soldier I am I hold strong and stand straight walking away

This Side of Hell



Crossing to the other side and disappearing into 13 acres

Of hell and watching the reigning king count off lost souls

Craving desire burns a hole in my chest and I’m lost of this

Side of hell cascading up and down, burning everything within

Screaming faces control me, fill my memories and cloud my thoughts

Death ears hear the pain of my raging soul and wanting revenge for this

Pain redefined and its like I’m wanting it even more and more

Walking over to the gun rack and choosing my weapons and knifes

Locking and loading everything in site just to be sure I kill the mark

Tell me this is wrong because I know it is that way if I want you dead

Say it again if you really want it this way because I know you wanted it

Your angry and you can’t stand the sight of my face or fading presence

Walking out from the fog and into the darkness just to feel like I’m alive

What the fuck did you say. That it was a mistake for me to come this way

My soul lashes out with the greatest scar that you put in my chest

Ripping out my heart and saying that I didn’t deserve my heart

Don’t make up excuses for the way that you are, if it was meant to be

Than the sound and smell of ripping flesh is what I want this to be



Its like a cold day in hell if there ever is a day like that across 13 acres

Fire is fire and you know that the only way to defeat fire is to fight fire

With fire, nothing is taken for granted; you’re selfish and I’m a liar

Smell your flesh as it burns into you broken image, you are what you are

And I am what I am, king of pain and don’t hold yourself back from truth



14 years of pain claim me an immortal throne and I am king

Of 13 acres of hell, tell all your friends for there is a new heir

12 years ago who would of thought that I would still b here

Let me tell you that your in my dreams and thoughts, somehow

I will think of taking you with me to the other side and showing you

That even if you didn’t hear what I told you, truth be told there

What are you scared of tough guy thought you were all that

Telling me I should go because your afraid of what I’ll show you

Going down. I would rather take you with me no matter the cost

Bullet holes mark my skin and an open scar tears into my heart, pain

Another story to tell the ones that will hear me. No they don’t know life

Or what its like to walk across the valley shadow of death, it’s a long way

Home if you want to go back tell that to the one who won’t hear your cries

They say it’s a sin to judge but what if they were the ones to fire first

Death whispers a call for blood and I hear the voices call me at night

Into my fresh cut flesh the scar says hello and I say, FUCK. Echoes stir

In the middle of the street and the signs say I’m at a dead end. Damn it.

BANG!BANG! Motherfucker I hit straight and hit the one that hated me most



Walking beside death and following him so that I claim my scars with pride

A chair with skulls and a name plate that tells all who will be the next one

The shackles fall off and he looks at me with red eyes and touches me

With a cold had on the shoulder as I turn gray and feel life morph me into

An immortal. Not dead and not alive

The color darkens no matter where i go and what i do

I try harder but it follows me like a chain with a steal ball, around my foot

Heavier is the burden of our sin that encrypted pain and simple stupidity

Its like dieing but not finding the other side if thats what you felt for me

Its like an untold lie that fortells hell in a fiery storm and flames shoot

Out from the mouth of destruction and it looks like we both got burned

Gasoline is not a good thing to try if your playing with fire, fight the war

Inside and take it to wall and run up and down till you feel yourself exhale

Slowly breathe and let it all out if your pain was what I did to you, FIGHT THE WAR



In a darker cell of imprisonment, dark colors and small sounds bother the worst

Part of me and opens me up into another scar that I cannot close if i want it to

My simple drug is to show you death if it means that I have to kill you inside out

I will until you see your insides ripped and out in the open, show me whats real

Is it true that you dont know yourself if I only knew that you were blind to me

Let me ask the question and ponder the deepest most darkest pain, DO I KNOW ?

Am I alive or simply lieing to myself so that i can feel if I was the one who didnt scar

Pull out the gun from behind you so that you can show me its loaded just for me

How much you hate to hear the truth but you lie anyway and all I ever wanted was you

Feeling myself fall into the hole of deeper perception

If it plagues me I know that death is sure to follow soon

The noose of the rope tightens and wraps my fate into a knot

It tightens in my stomach and I feel the need to let it all go

Desire is everything and I know that it will control me in a simple pull

Holding on for one last breath of the life that is draining from me

Slowly falling straight into the hole it digs further and further into my spirit

If there is a way out like a hand that all it has to do is grab me by the arm

Taking me under another world that I don't want to be a part of

If I could be whole again who would be there to say I told you so



Sinking my teeth into an anger that bit down without remorse

Let it be if it was meant to be but dont fucking lie like that to me

Dont light the fire and start the problem if all you want is to make me cry

I will take your army and your entire arsenal and put them down into destruction

Down into sunder and the words roll out of my mouth and echo from my music

The rope gets tighter but i find the end of this noose and pull the string

To the start again and I know that your pissed but it was what you wanted

Im gone back to where I wanted if you ever saw me when I was there

I guess you never did see me when i wasnt ever there to be a simple desire

I cut the rope and I would rather fall than have to see your face again if you ever loved me

I know I want to be with you

I know I want to love you

And you know it, too

Just like I’ve told you



I know this pain all too well

I’ve seen this feeling all too much

I’ve felt this way for too long

I’ve thought about this way too much



I don’t understand this heartache

I’ve cried too much for you

I’ve sacrificed everything for you

I’ve wasted my time for you



You know these feelings are for you

But you’ve denied me

Why I wanted you

I don’t understand it too



I despise this loneliness

I’ve wanted you for so long

I’ve waited for you too long

I’ve been this way too long



I don’t know why I hate you

I’ve felt too lonely for you

I’ve longed for you

I’ve never wanted to hurt you



Why don't you want to be with me?

When it's only been about you

When you knew I loved you

When you knew how I felt for you

The thought enters my mind and I can’t control

The insanity and wish for the truth to set me free

Its there to call me at midnight and somehow I know

That I will taste it sour in the end and I will die of it

To the other side I will cross and I can feel it change

Me. I’m not myself anymore and I will cry till I fade



To the black. If this is what you wanted maybe it’ll phase

Into the machine and somehow I wish you the worst

All the fears and the things that crawl in the dark night

Its immature and I know that it’ll spike regret in me

As it comes across the valley shadow of death and claims

You. Leaving you numb and unidentified to the mirror in the sky



Glass shatters and its heard around the world until forever

Somehow my tears fall slowly on impact and greatly splatter

Into the dirt of nothingness, mother earth is unheard and dead

Why do I cry if I know that this won’t change anything or would

It make me stronger if I breathed once more a little deeper

Its hard knowing that you made it and I wasn’t there to see it



Somehow its darker now and I feel it sink into my skin a little further

If I could show you what you meant to me maybe you would be

A little less stubborn but the ashes are without remorse or name

They shine and flutter with every puff that escapes the other lip

The taste is bitter in the back of my mouth and it feels very good

Hatred bites down hard and destruction spews from my mouth



Maybe its all a game and I have won the last battle but lost the war

Whispers etched in my mind and I hope its all at its end, HAAA!

Echoes and dust lift from the floor and bounce of another reality

Ripples bounce and shake my soul until I want it all gone from me

Whatever you did it was something far worse than what you feel now

But you blame me because I stand here waiting for you to say something



Goodbye. The word I’ve been waiting to say for the longest time and I

Bleed once more and I know its all over because I don’t taste the hate

No. Not anymore and I’m so sorry that it was all my fault or maybe it

Was yours. The scar is ripped open once again, bleeding deep sorrow

You. It was all you don’t blame me anymore because I wish it away

I see that you don’t want me so I’m sorry for the intent and purpose

I am a demon feeding on the bright black

Teeth shine and my tongue waves in mid air

Go ahead try the worst and you’ll see it disappear

Bred in violence and anger the bright red fire

It sways hypnotically almost as if awaiting you

A thousand years are nothing like a million lives

That I have left behind me in a battlefield of dead

Blood, death and earth sink into one same feeling

Fire, anger and violence sink into one same taste

Without remorse and stronger than you think

Assumption is the worst thing you can believe

I don’t care what you want if you want me

Step to and step up don’t let it hold you back

Has someone robbed you of your courage

Where are all the words that you spoke so loud

Its nothing if nobody test’s your bullshit is it

Hot air escapes and nothing is done until I fight



The beat of drums and loud guitars arise to the heavens

Nobody knows what’s it like to live an always eternity

The strum of guitars and loud drums strike to thousands of fists

Nobody knows what’s it like to live forever and ever



Its darker now and I’m still hungry for the darkness

What does it take for you to show yourself true

Something’s different and I can taste it in you

Gripping tight and sweating so much, afraid

Whose palms are shaking and whose heart is heavy

Laughing it up and no one else is doing the same

Mist and fog cloud the earth somehow alive now

Whose ready to sink into nothingness today

The war machine feeds on and on churning fire

Flames and ashes escape my mouth of deceit

A loud sound explosion rings in the distant air

Or was it your doom fading into, slowly falling out

Hear the sound explode and who’s pride is stolen

Turn your head in jealousy and think nothing of it

Its louder now and somehow its told like a legend

The wine of rebels and my friend immortals breathes on

A vibration beneath my wheels of destruction echoes on



Think of it whatever you will, whether I am dead or death himself

Nobody knows what’s it like to live like the world is at an end

Think of it whatever you will, whether I am dead or death himself

Nobody knows what’s it like to live like the world is at an end

My heart beats out loud so hard its in my throat

Unheard and somehow I feel it within, pounding in my head

Thoughts crumble slowly and rampage up and down

Unseen and someway I will make it understood within you

If I had to give it someway other than saying it I would

Show you what it means to feel this way anytime of the day

I breathe and the sensation burns deeper and cascades

Left and right tightening my breathless escape

I know myself and I will fall straight down if I don’t say

I don’t know why I’ll just die if I don’t do it today

A love song plagues me and it plays until I go insane

I sing to myself and my eyes are wired shut to the sound

I feel it vibrate and I stand in front of the mirror

Move to the words and sway to the bright red fire

Its like a miracle and its jittery, so innocent and dire

Remembering what I’ll say over and over oh my god

I’m lost and so very out of time, oh how I want you

As much as I know that you really want me too



There you are right in front of me and I’m speechless

So close I can feel your breath and your chest moves

To my hand on yours their warm but sure of themselves

Red cheeks and big oh so very beautifully colorful eyes



It’s a sensation I know that I won’t control because it controls me

I’m alone now and trust me this is the breakdown of you and me

Dead and faded, gray the color and give me the reason to feel it again

I am alive now and I know that you are all I really ever needed

I belong to the clouds and you should accompany me to the blue

Higher than you thought I could take you because who knew

Neither you or neither me who’s to say that it shouldn’t happen

Its nothing to lose if I try to walk your way whether you love me or not

I do and that’s all the reason I need to be their just to see you

Happy and laughing a beautiful white smile, pictures of angels

How much more will I wait just to see you hollow more everyday

This song’s chorus is sung like if heard for the first time

And I scream the lyrics louder than my heart’s fire

It speaks for itself and your eyes tell me everything

Who’s to say that you knew this would happen like this

All I know is the feeling, I love you and Its all I can do

Missing you and don’t be scared I know you love me

The cold of the night shivers me to the core

Feeling sorry for myself and I’m tired of the words

That are forced into my mouth of raging war

Tearing through a different world of agony and tears

Trying to erase all the bad times and escape the terror

Breath for breath I feel it control me over and over

Seeing the knife appear from the shadows to open a new scar

Bleeding from the open door and I see it fall slowly and scatter

Blood trickles and escapes more ever as I feel the earth tremble

Explosion heard around the world and it takes more of me

Is it a purpose for the soul or a soul purpose that is freed

Into the prison of my darkened mind, gray the color and feel

Me. Read word for word and see the open wounds go on and on

Wasted years and its simple to say that this is all but a dream



In my dreams I find the reality of beauty sting and crumble me

I don’t know where she came from but I know where she is going

Into my heart and I lust for her attention someday she will love me

Maybe just maybe it could all be the start of something if I knew her name

She creeps up and hugs my wounds and cures them in one touch of her

Blonde hair and blue eyes somehow open me up and put me back together

Her face haunts me again as I sleep and I don’t know what to do

Call her in my sleep maybe she will tell me more than a beautiful smile

Like a picture from something in a magazine, it tells me to go for it

I shake it off thinking nothing of it, maybe it will all go away in a day

No. The answer that somehow tells me another fairy tale and lie

Nothing can I do if I were to try it even from afar I can feel

Something that’s calling me it goes by the name of temptation

Confusion stirs and fear take me back to the way I was before this



Trickle, trickle, toil and slowly tremble; ripples form on my face

The lines form a river from my eyes into my shattered spirit

A trail of the wasted years, is it hard to say the truth in me

Feeling a drive far beyond hatred and desire steer me into

Creeping slowly beside in the dark unseen and unspoken

With a great stealth I don’t see the faith through blind eyes

I can’t hear the simple truth through a deafened pair of ears

She lies to me again, and I take it by the throat and call upon

Lady justice and judge them all for a selfish desire, they are

Left to see it for what it is, can I do this again if it were another ?

I know that they were busy but my stay in heaven wasn’t forever

An angel kisses me with red lips to reveal a face that lays in my dreams

Hugging me with soft fingertips clutching my body just to hold on for life

Sweet does her presence taste and I can feel the light sting and awaken

I see the black and white somehow very poetic before the sunlight

It embeds within my mind and somehow I know its so very true

The thoughts rampage up and down the narrow hall through and through

The distance is unseen and I can’t tell how far away they are

I feel complete and yet I know the journey is yet incomplete

There is so much to see and yet I have so much to say that

I can feel my spirit cry out for someone to hear him sing

I can no longer hold it at bay because its wild and untamed

His eyes are wide and his mouth moves to the sound

His cheeks are teary and his thoughts move to the wounds

Sway left or right, dodge the knife that is being put out

Sway back and breath slowly forward, dodge the thought

Of nothing more and nothing less that they want to say

I know they can taste me within their memory because I cry

I stand their through the fog eyes staring into the mist



My faith is for me and no one can rape it from me

My strength is for me to breath all over again

My spirit is for me so that no one can be like me

My immortality is so that no one can kill the me



Spirit in the dust, mist white and darkness so very dark

I’m going to break because I have nothing left to do

I have had all I can take, it will no longer crush my soul

Within stronger now and intolerable with the war machine arsenal

Sighing deeply and picking my weapons of mass destruction

I know my weapon of choice will bring you to your very knees

Remember killing the immortal is so very impossible, so stubborn

Heaving deeply and breathing hard who’s under the pressure

Who’s hands are sweaty and who’s heart is so very heavy

Terror, fear and scars are my number one incurable enemy

Patch the bleeding hole and stand up to get scuffed up again

Who wants to live this way fight for your life back, take it

By the throat and choke the target into bitter extermination

Broken I am and maybe a little dead but I can feel it revive

Within me the fire is breathing slowly with no remorse



My faith is for me and no one can say that I am like them

My strength is for me and no one can say that I am

My spirit is for me because I know everyone is taken

My immortality is for me so that they can hear it scream

DARK PASSION AND THE SHADOWS PLAGUE ME

HURTS LIKE HELL AND IT CLAIMS ME IN ETERNITY

PLUNGING THROUGH AND WALKING THROUGH

THE DARKNESS, STROLLING WITH HIS EVILNESS

AN ACCLAIMED ADVENTURE SURE TO SEND YOU

TO ANOTHER WORLD OF NIGHTMARES AND DEMONS

NOT TO BE DONE IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO

ITS A WALK OF THE IMMORTAL AND STRANDED

DONT DO THIS AT HOME IF YOUR ALL TO PURE

SOMEHOW I KNOW LOOKING INTO HIS EYES

WILL SEND ME INTO A WORLD OF COLD DEATH

MY FINGERS FEEL A COLD TOUCH AND I KNOW

WHOSE THAT HAND THATS REACHING OUT TO ME

LET ME KNOW IF THIS HURTS YOU, SHHHH....

FINGER ON THE TRIGGER AND EYES DEEP RED

DARKER THAN THE DARKEST CRIMSON, GREED

ITS SIMPLIER THAN YOU KNOW AND TRUST ME

YOU WILL DIE TOO IF HE TOLD YOU THE SAME

IM WANDERING ALONE AND HURTING MORE

IVE FALLEN INTO MY GRAVE AND SLEEPING ETERNAL



FEELING THE CLANK OF BEAK ON STONE AND I

AWAKE SLOWLY CLAWING THROUGH CLUMPS

OF DIRT AND MY OWN SELF DAMNATION, AHHH!

SLOWING CLIMBING AND LIKE A NEWBORN

STAINED WITH THE COLORS OF BIRTH AND LIFE

AWAKE NOW, SOMEWHAT STILL ASLEEP I HEAR

THE BIRD SCREAM FROM THE HEADSTONE, MINE

HE FLEW ALL THE WAY BACK AND FOUND HIS

WAY TO ME, THROUGH AND THROUGH I AWIAT

FOR HIS COMMAND AND I STAND UP TO FIND

SOMEONE WAITING FOR ME AND THE ENTRANCE

WHOS THAT SHADOW THAT FORMS ON A CLOAK

I KNOW THE FEELING AND SEE THE SILHOUTTE

I STAGGER AND THE FLIGHT OF THE BLACK CROW

EDGES ME ON, STEP BY STEP, INCH FOR INCH

HES CLOSING IN AND I SEE HIS FACE, BRIGHT RED EYES

SLOWING DOWN I TELL THE BIRD TO WAIT ON MY SHOULDER

LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO STRIKE TERROR

I SEE THE SHINING SWORD OF DESTRUCTION

IN MY EYES THE LIGHT SHINES IN FRONT OF ME

I PICK IT UP WITH LITTLE STRENGTH AND STAND FIRM, COME ON MOTHERFUCKER