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Victims Of Chaos
03:42 Dec 25 2005
Times Read: 516

Protest your complaints and do it with arrogance

Ask me what you want out of what you’re asking for

When your final words are a bullet in my head and I die

Slowly on the inside, say that you will and what will you do?

When the truth is served cold on a silver platter and it sits

There in front of you asking you to lie and lie again

What you did and what you will continue to do tonight

Every night and every day you wake to commit murder

You steal from the soul and take from the very miserable

Pinch the feeling and stab the innocent as you laugh

Sink your teeth into the aristocratic feast of death

Paper is claimed god and fame is another kind of demon

Another day to die and another night to judge the same way



What you do to me and what you do for yourself

Millions march in cadence protesting decadence for

What you do to me and what you only do for yourself

Millions march in cadence griping decadence and war



Prepare for the worst feeling you will ever feel, what I hate

Is the constant babble that spits from your mouth like fate

Spit the venom if you must and inject the terrible suicide

Do the worst and pull the dagger just to cut another throat

Do the worst and pull the trigger just to kill another threat

Something called destiny and something called fate

Dismember and dissolve into the worst for the great race

Burn the pages and inhale the thoughts that proclaim the end

Flip out right in front of me and hold me hostage just to get shot

Running out of patience and trying to change the world, fuck shit

Pull the steak out of the ground dig it into my chest and run

Yell and clutter with your fellow masters to the world of puppets

Your proclaimed god in one hand and the end of the world in the other



Rip out my eyes, lay them out right in front of me with all the knifes

That lay in the pool of blood with your brushes to paint the picture

Rip out my eyes, lay them out right in front of me with all the daggers

That lay in the pool of blood with your brushes to paint the picture

Fearless Intentions
05:42 Dec 21 2005
Times Read: 517

Damnation spits from my eagerly drying veins

Awaiting and wanting the flames to drown me

Spinning the wheel and sparking the flame

Igniting the addiction and giving birth to shame

Ashes claim the cold night air and drift untamed

Another puff escapes the machine and it shreds

My agony and I ask for another reason to feel

The taste is bitter in the back of my mouth

Hatred bites down hard and destruction spews



Glass shatters and its heard around the world

My tears fall slowly on impact and slowly splatter

Into the dirt of nothingness, unheard and dead

Why do I cry if I know that this won’t do anything?

If I breathed once more a little deeper than maybe

I could swallow the hurt and drown all of my pride



I could admit the fault is mine so I take all the blame

Like the man I try to be it doesn’t matter to you

What I do or how hard I try to I absorb the pale air

And I thank you for the stale thoughts that dwell within

Conceived through a breech birth, the lies a sharp scalpel

Every effort attempted with a glorious failure at the end

And a bright sun glares in the wake of a bloody resurrection

A trail of blood leading a river back to the fearless start

In my final hour I don’t even feel the anger darkening my heart



The darkest of all moments shows its ugly face and claims me

A victim of mass genocide and a hurricane whips through out

Inside and all over my world as lightening scatters left and right

I didn’t expect to feel this and anger was not my first choice

I choose violence as my only release to show what I mean

I slam fists against a wall of blue mirror sky and glass shatters whole

In Front Of Me
05:57 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 518

There you are right in front of me and I’m speechless

So close I can feel your breath and your chest moves

To my hand on yours their warm but sure of themselves

Red cheeks and big oh so very beautifully colorful eyes



I break the chains that bound me to the ground for I love you

No other way to say and show you how I really feel if its true

Than I don’t really have to be scared because either way

You will hold me until mourning comes and we burn again



There you are in my very doorway and I’m speechless

So close I can feel your breath and your chest moves

To my hand on yours their warm and I love the sight of your

Red cheeks and big oh so very beautifully colorful eyes



In each others arms and it’s a desire on the rise simply to say

The very least its an enchanted moment when we kiss again

My hands are at your hips and my lips are on yours wanting

To taste you again sweet luscious and bountiful pink fruit



There you are waiting to receive me and I’m speechless

So close I can feel your breath and your chest moves

To my hand on yours their warm and you are on fire

Red cheeks and big oh so very beautifully colorful eyes



My sweetheart I am yours and you are mine we are complete again

In the darkness I break and I don’t dream when I am not near you

I want to be there when I am in you and you breathe for more

In the darkness or in the light I still feel you there with your warmth

Fresh Cut Flesh
05:55 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 519

The tears for all the years that I’ve spent wandering

Has now left the only little piece that is left of me

Even if I were to wake up happy where would I be

Without someone to hold me tight, out of the light

And into the road of exile for the last remaining soul

A place to be afraid leading it by my side and in my heart

Something tells me to smile even though I stand in darkness

Nothing should ever be the way it was and there is no excuse

If I had someone to blame even if I did I wouldn’t blame you

Or me, lets leave it to fate because even you fell hard and I did

Taste what you felt with everyday that I felt guilty, guilty for it all



The taste of rust fills my mouth and corrupts my soul deep within

Ruptured veins captivate and mold me into a monster that I cant control

Something says for me to stay in the norm but I hunger for more

The taste of rust fills my mouth and erupts in my soul deep within

Ruptured veins captivate and mold me into a demon that I cant tame

Something says for me to stay in the norm but I want much more



A cold chill crawls up my crippled spine and I splinter the feeling

With a little piece of something called anger, I stab deep into flesh

Churning the desire all I can but I smell the taste and taste the smell

Whatever happened to the little boy who used to be simple and innocent

I guess I was a monster waiting to be reborn and let out of imprisonment

A voice with lowest whisper calls out with a hoarse sound my very name

Crying myself to sleep and thinking the same thing every night I fall hard

It’s a fucking shame that I do this to myself and I don’t fight back for it

Dignity is reclaimed in years before I realized all I was and all I could ever be

Skinned knees are bleeding and my slit wrists are fountains of great sin

Someone told me you can be dead and not even know it in your heart



Even though I am lifted from the cross and laid down to my final rest

It feels so empty and alone no matter how much I shiver or cry

It’s a fucking shame to plead for the same thing over and over

Even though I am lifted from the cross and laid down to my final rest

It feels so empty and alone no matter how much I shiver or try

It’s a fucking shame to plead for mercy and say that I am sorry

Pain
05:53 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 520




If I’m wrong may god have mercy on me

So what will I do when I come crashing down

If I’m wrong may god give prayer and free me

So what will I do when I fall straight down

If I’m wrong may god save me from myself



What is the worst that can happen when you play with fire

Burning on the inside is the best feeling I have ever felt

So bring it on if you want to play war the war has started

I’ve got to put you down and show you who’s god

Protest and scream all you want for the worst is coming



Its hard to keep your head above water when somebody

Is there to keep pushing you back down and let you suffocate

Its painful to see something terrible happen to you but I laugh

Because its my hand that you fear every time you come back up

If I am wrong and if this should hurt just pray to god and wait for me



If this hurts please let me know so I can make it worse

If I am wrong may the devil have no mercy for me

If this hurts please let me know so I can bleed it dry

If I am wrong may the devil have no remorse for me

If this hurts please let me know so I can make you cry



I can make it all better by giving you sweet death in seconds

The taste of fire and the taste of blood make me feel complete

Dirty you, sinner of me; so what else can you make of it

It’s a long, long way to fall down so you better be careful my dear

Its not healthy to fall like that and expect to live another day



What’s wrong with you today has somebody left you for dead

If this should ever make you feel like shit let me know

What’s wrong with you today has somebody told you off

If this should ever make you feel like shit tell me more

What’s wrong with you today did somebody make you feel stupid

If this should ever make you cry all you have to do is tell me

Behind The Gun
05:52 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 521

Staring into the eyes of redemption

A soul less man stands before me

Something is wrong with the feeling

Its something I’ve never felt before

Because it was never ever here

And even if I could describe it to you

You would never know how it feels

Not even in a thousand years you’d know

The mistake and the hatred that pours

A creature darker than the darkest sky

Clouds of lightening and disrespect

Scatter left and right above me in doubt

The darkest fury in a handful of seconds

Don’t cross my path and don’t do this

What will you do if I do the worst ?



Hand grenades and bullets in my possession

Which one do I use if I want to die tonight

Hand grenades and knifes in my possession

Which one do I use if I want to die tonight



I am claimed dead by the only person who sees

Me alive and it’s a shame he’s a monster to me

I don’t want him to be me and I distaste at his sight

Because every time I see him I stare down a barrel

Making of the lies of what I must always tell myself

Everyday it’s a different crusade and a whole new

Nightmare I must let go before I pull the trigger

I’d hate to hear of the rumors that I did to myself

Striving for something more and praying for forgiveness

I hear the voices tell me to do the best I can

I turn around and stare myself down in the mirror

And I hear the echoes its ok to do the worst

If I weren’t a coward and wanting to live like this

I would of done it a long time ago and far worse

A soul less man stands before me and I am him

Whispers
05:51 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 522

I am burning on the inside and I don’t know what to do

A wall of fire cascading up and down until I say I love you



A beautiful song of love fills my heart with romance

A feeling that I can not tame even when I lay in bed

And close my eyes to the sight of your sea blue eyes

A cold chill climbs up my spine and tenderness caresses

My heart and I fall into a world of something I call love



If I am meant to feel this way than don’t stop from setting me free

Take your time my dear and when your ready whisper in my ear



I hum the words and lip sing the chorus with my eyes closed

I stand in front of the mirror and memorize what will I say

To you when I see you tonight, somehow the words are perfect

And the time is right to tell you what I feel because its true

Something that I hope will close your open wounds and make you smile



If you feel the same way that I do for you than say what you feel

Eyes with a trail of fire that are only asking for one thing from me



An angel comes to me in my dreams as her lips move but her words

Are gone with the wind so somehow I must ask you to hold me tight

I smile, I love the smell and the taste of your hair, golden in the sun

I caress your cheek and kiss your lips with butterflies in my stomach

Nothing can take me there and no one can make me feel like you do



Into the soul and out from your beautiful lips exhaling with exasperation

Hot air out from my deep passion and I feel your lips pressing for more air