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And I'm not sure I ever had any to begin with.
I throw myself into shit. Always have. I make other peoples dreams my own. I am fiercely opinionated yet can change my mind on a whim. I'm never serious but always mean what I say. I sin with a smile and all my generous acts I secretly want my flowers for. I'm hearing a lot. A LOT....of bullshit. "Let's make things better for everyone" are the same people that say "but not in my backyard".
I work best in a pair; we either ground each other.....or the opposite. Either way, what bliss.
Your stack of drugs is not impressive to me. Your lack of them is.
I'm from the wrong side of the tracks; though I grew up on the right side of them.
I'm doing everything I can to end this life. Without actually doing anything.
I want to peel my skin off and scream but I'm far too tired and my voice is shot.

It must be July.

Well what a shit show This country is. I'm not going to go on about it.
An ex-gf of mine texts me frequently. She has a new bf she loves and um....five? Guinea pigs. I'm envious....not because I want to get back with her or anything.....just cuz her life seems so much better than mine. It's probably not.
I'm on testosterone right now. Went from playing PlayStation; eating truckloads of sour patch kids and not having any sexual feelings at all; to pretty much wanting to fuck like a wild banshee. Its been quite a turn around.