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Well, this is only my second or third journal entry, i cant remember. but, i have a new love in my life. she is, i think the greatest thing to ever happen to me. i can insult her, she insults me right back without hesitation. i love that! shes just so laid back and careless, i just cant help but...i dont know, im just babbling now. i love her so much. when im not talking to her on the phone, we're on windows messenger, just tossing back the best insults we got, but at the same time, being all mushy and lovey dovey and stuff. also, another thing that absolutly drives me crazy about her is that she burps and farts with no shame right in front of me. but, if she ever found out that i wrote it down, she would skin me alive. we have almost the exact same taste in music. most of the time, we can finish each others sentences, and we look at each other and say i love you. at night, we start talking at 9 every day. usually, we get off the phone by 3-4 the next morning. most of that time will be spent saying i love you in one way or another. i just feel so strongly for her. shes had a rough past, and i want her to feel like she matters more than life itself does to me, becuz she does. i love her. its plain and simple. but, on the other hand, i never thought i would have another relationship again after the last fiasco. ugh, im not even gonna talk aboot that, it was soooooooooo bad for me. i had given up women for the rest of high school. yeah, that lasted for all of three months. wut can i say, the ladies cant keep ther hands off of me. i aint complainin. well, i should prolly go call her. later for now.