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Beauty...@}-;--
15:29 Aug 25 2007
Times Read: 599

Beauty...Where does it come from..

From the chains of our genes...?

The Essence of that object....?

Or a mystery just shrouded with perfection...?



Attraction is the true...allure

It beckons for your attention,

Affection, and retention...

As you must keep yourself from drowning them, in kisses



However, what was your thought when beauty was mentioned?

Was it their lovely mind, therefore which some delude themselves love is truly blind

Those lovely eyes, or seductive lips, that great round hind?

Its true...we all have our intrinsic value, often overlooked



But once a great thinker said...a rose by any other name, would still smell as sweet

Is it right to call a rose beautiful, but what then its worth?

Would a rose by that name still smell as sweet if of dead flesh?

The eye of the beholder, sees not only the stunningly apparent



Think of it as their eye and your beauty, two halves not yet met

I say we all have our visions of love, why compact them

When we need only find them in the breeze

Quite often a tiring search, possibly even in vain



Some may not believe in Love

As they let those who claimed falsely to you, crush who you are

Once again having you fail to remember,

their way of love just not your other half



Humanity, the one who created beauty

From our language to express, from the compassions we possess

Has to expand from being contained, from the tangible, to thought

And therefore, where does true beauty come from?



Perhaps is it from the one who recognizes it?

Be it the one who possess it?

Even, the one who exudes beauty...

What of those that don't recognize it?



Why overly analyze what allured you in the first place?

Is it to keep interest?

What if it draws you away from it in the end...

But that would mean did you ever see it, own it, be it, in the beginning?



If you must struggle to keep in love with your beauty...

Then you truly do not perceive it...

Because the beauty is you...

I am that beauty...

†Relentless†
22:14 Aug 24 2007
Times Read: 607




Never give up

Never feel down

For the only down is the blood on the ground



I Reach for your hand

As it craves your skin

Caress my face with your sweet sin



Strive for what you need

When never getting what you want

Needing your love, instead watching me bleed



Wanting your intimacy

But, Holding it all inside

Seeing you in pain...when the wrong one again, tore your heart with a knife



It is easy to shun away what comes to you

What if nothing else like love is true

While in the midst of it all, you deny me and watch me rot..what will you do?



No matter how many times I see love

We may never humbly experience it

For either of us sees the other as they see fit



What strength will come when we are united

My will to endure in life without you, forever unlighted?

To harness the spectrum of our energy is to create life



Maybe I won't give up, because that is when you'll desire me

Aspire to me my love, although you may not be able to yet see

If one day of clarity...lets your heart take a glimpse...to flower, To be



My heart always yours...will now be free

Yours will be mine just the same...

To do what it was meant to...to fly far above the seas..



Mine will be yours, yours will be mine

Forming the one we have been seeking

Two missing halves...to now coalesce



Relentless should be our hearts...

To now be at rest....

To now be one...



just...to be









Inspired by...you know who you are... @-;--

Unclear Reflection
20:33 Aug 16 2007
Times Read: 619

Reflected upon the Water

Is the Image I always see

There's nothing I can do to change that entity

It becomes who it shall be



But we do change in time

Rarely good things stay the same



The Future still Unclear to me

Like My Reflection in Restless Waters



Where will I be tomorrow

Probably where I am Today

As nothing good will be that change

So life for me will remain this way



I'm still the same entity who is Ignored

For nothing has changed, what's in here

Only bad things enclose me in

Still the same being betrayed yesterday



How pretty must I be

To be the one who causes pain

It seems the ones with this power

Feel others have nothing to gain



They as many of us see with their eyes

Rarely do we see deep within

To gaze upon our hidden prize



Try to stare into my eyes, you will change your mind

But I Shield Myself from all

If it's true love you seek

Risk it here for what it is you find



As I'm clarity you cannot see

Ogle all you wish, your eyes must catch mine

Show me what's within, and we may just find our own wind



At times one glares into a mirror

Do you recognize what you see

I see the pain the world instilled in me, on my face

Half hidden with these darkly shades



Although certain things may be unclear

Whether Death is Imminent, or Love is Near



Perhaps no mirror really shows who we are

I Myself may tend to gaze for beauteous things

Usually an empty search, best enjoyed from afar

But why can't inner beauty, bleed outwardly



So you see many things are unclear

Even with a flawless mirror

There is no need for calm waters

To see what can never be



To gaze what's beneath these restless waters

You may need to dive in

What you find depends on what you seek

And the enchantment of your soul

- --Sometimes-- -
18:52 Aug 07 2007
Times Read: 626

Sometimes, I feel the death in me

For all the times you can see, I've been unhappy



I run in the wind..to feel free

I must bask in darkness, to be redeemed

Very few things can be easy

But Love should be one of these



Sometimes we need the light, to shine the way

Creatures of night, will go a stray

Yet that one thing you fear will still remain

Nothing really stays away



Sometimes I'll feel down as I do

Keeping that frown way down

Then I'll be happy that I'm sad

Because now I know my path



Is knowing better than not at all

Perhaps If knew I could End it all

Knowing where my journey goes

Sometimes it may be better not to know

- --I Cry Myself to Sleep-- -
04:55 Aug 06 2007
Times Read: 631




I Cry Myself to Sleep

All My Hopes are Just Filled In Dreams

Fantasy is Where I Reside

The Only Place Where I Dare to Live



I Cry Myself to Sleep

For the Only Way, For My Release, Is To Weep

Why Don't you Bring Me Love

Sadness all around...You Feel for this World

Yet all One Gets is Pain



Tears take the Place of Joy

That of which Love would Bring

A Band Would Show that I am Taken

Yet all that Shows is a Shadowy Ring



I Somehow Feel Better When I Cry

In Earlier Times I Was Fine and Now, I Ache

For Now Pain Exists in Every Corner

Nowhere to hide, When I Cannot Hide from Myself



This Feeling of Letting Go

Hopelessness, The Sensation of it Lets Me Grow



Very Few Worthy Moments in Reality

In Which Fantasy Brings Me More

I Do not ask for these Dreams

They Come to Me as if they were Meant To Be



I Hate to Wake from those Flying Dreams

I Hate to Wake when My Love Appears To Me

Although I Cry Myself to Sleep

Maybe I Should Cry When Awake



Perhaps One Day I'll Weep as I do

And that Night that One Dream Will Come True

Not That My Dreams Will Come Be, or My Love that Might be You

But that I Will Never Again Wake

¤º°When Tears Fall°º¤
19:47 Aug 04 2007
Times Read: 647


You'll Never See Them Stream Outside

Hidden within, they are

When My Tears Begin To Fall

That is The Night, I Die..



I Must Cherish, The Darkness

Protect Me, Embrace Me

This Heart In Somber Cries

I Ache to be set free



When Do We Regain Ourselves

Assuming We Crave To Rise

A little Bit, By Little Bit

I Must Regain The Strength Inside



You're The One That Made Me Cry

A little Bit, By Little Bit

Our Love Is Now Obscure

If that Time was ever Real



Like Those Words You Said To Me

Like Similar Words from a Soothing Breeze

Was it My Frail Mind Creating Figments?

With Clenched Fists, crying, please....





When Tears Fall, No More Cries Inside

With An Open Heart I Let You In, I Let You Win

I Must Be The Wiser And Shut These Gates, So Now You Cry

Soon There After In Distant Creeps

It's You Who are the One That Weeps



Let Those Tears Flow

It's Time...To Let Them Go...

When We Hold Them All Inside

The Time Will Come When Tears Turn To Blood



If Deep and Ardent Affection would Appear

My Tears Would be for another Reason

Happy Tears, contradictory to my ways

Would this set us free?



Let The Oceans Dry For Once

Let Your Despair Come Forth

Shut Those Horrid Screams

For I Wish To Be No Longer Scorned



I am Your Shoulder To Sob on

Have Your Shoulder Ready For Me

When Tears Fall

Which Shall You Extract From Me

Joyous Droplets, or Ones of Despair

Till True Love Comes

I Cannot, I Must Not Care

†Burn Half as Long†
19:42 Aug 04 2007
Times Read: 648

A Star that burns twice as bright, lasts half as long

A rose by any other name, would still smell as sweet

In the context of our lives we are fragile, and as precious

Why waste our lives secluded from true love,

For Life only knows one thing for certain, it ends

We know for certain, that we know nothing for sure

Yet most of us persist on prolonging the inevitable



So why wish upon a star?

A star grants you no wish you cannot make for yourself

Wishes that come true are wishes never made

As when you burn twice as long you Suffer Twice as much



When shall my star appear; a glimmer, a pretty smile

Though nothing shall rear its sweet face, To Make our Fantasies take shape

Except for my dark tears; a dusty shimmer, Burnt in fire



Even our precious Love has no escape from this

Except with the time it has spent

The least it lasts the more its remembered

This is why dreams exist



Why Must I Continue to Simmer, In Pain

Without The Love We Seek

I Beg to be Extinguished

Though Life Has Its Plan

I am the Exclusion



It says why should I Hand You True Love from another

When they ask for the same

Pain is the One that Truly Loves You

And This is when you'll Strive

You'll Strive to make Dreams, or Make Dreams End

Either way, Lonliness has taught you

No one Worthy Desires You

So Burn, Burn Half as Long to Find Your Peace

¿Why Struggle?
19:32 Aug 04 2007
Times Read: 652


Why Must you Struggle to Find Love

When It Gazes Into Your Eyes

What Must You Know of Me-To Know I Am Your Prize

Contend to Make Those Dreams Gently Flow-So That One Day To Me It Will Be Known-To have Our Love So Beautifly Grow-Take Your Love

†Return To Sadness†
23:06 Aug 03 2007
Times Read: 663

One Always Takes Steps Backwards

Sorrow...The Only True Mind Set

For Insanity Perhaps the only Clarity

Emotion...The True Path to Pain

Death the only Escape from Desparity



Where does our Journey Begin?

It Starts with a Single Tear..

All Happiness Illusions our Feeble Minds...

Try to Blind Your Existence, Purpose...

To Have it End Where it Began...



You Will Deduce but, One Conclusion...

I will be Acquainted with Pain and Sorrow...

They Speak Truth...This is My Fate

Oh How I Crave for Love, To Only Return to Sadness...

Always True to Me...Never Leaving your Side...



To Trully Love, Be Loved...Is to Never Suffer...

Yet The Rule Arises, Pain Shall Come your way

The Loss of that Love, In the Form of a Person

Then it will make Sense, To Rest In Peace...

I Must End My Journey...