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I walk to a very high cliff and make sure that im right at the end. I look down and I cant even see the bottom to know where im falling. A tear rolls down my face as I know what Im about to do. Shivers go across my body as I think about all the people that I love and that love me. I clench my fists and hold there for what seems like hours. Then I take a deep breath and take a step out off the cliff. I shift my weight and I begin to fall. I keep my eyes closed so I cant see how I die. I fall so fast that I open an eye and im almost at the ground. I close my eyes tight and hope for death itself. I wake up with sweat and tears down my face. My heart seemed to stop as I awoke, gasping for air. I wish that it would have happen, I wish that this pain would just go away. I wish that I would just fall asleep and never wake up.