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I'm still in search of answers
14:35 Nov 27 2017
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Ok I've been going through a lot lately I've discovered something new about myself my energy has gotten 5 times stronger than before, I still can't control it and I've been experimenting with it but still having incidents lol, the other thing I discovered is that I found out I can feed off of different colored energy and I can actually see the colors of it something I was not able to do so before, gotta be honest it did scare me a little I thought there was something wrong with my eyes . Well gotta go for now. Not feeling good

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XxAstraxX
23:04 Dec 09 2017

You are what is sounds like a empathic vampyre. Meaning you feed off of emotions, energy and aura energy/emotion. I can help you and so can my coven. I have the same exact problem and gifts as you do. No it is not easy at all and it is very hard to control especially being empathic. What you were seeing were different auras. Each colour repersents something different..different soul emotions. You are trying to intake and push out so much energy you dont have a balance. You need to intake as much as you out take or intake a little more for a more positive energy burst. But be careful especially if you feed on or accidently feed on negative aura's or emotions

Feeling awkward
01:28 Nov 25 2017
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Feeling awkward and restless going on 4 days now and my stomach has been very upset I've been reading about awakenings but only problem is that the descriptions on them and how I feel is not the first time it happens I've been through it already twice before but this time it's stronger

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Minde
12:10 Nov 25 2017

I would continue researching and studying. And go to forums and ask questions.

Giftedfeelinglost
21:58 Nov 25 2017

Thankyou Minde i will

Don't know what to think or say.....
22:43 Nov 21 2017
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The blackness that surrounds me is a bit intimidating for I am all alone....... i love everything that has to do with real vampires, magical beings and witchcraft as well white magic or black everything of that natures attracts my natural gifts....... afraid to use them but willing to learn before this life condemns me to what they call hell.....

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Minde
10:33 Nov 22 2017

Me too

Don't know what to think or say.....
22:43 Nov 21 2017
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Completely lost and unsure
06:26 Nov 17 2017
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I'm a new member seeking for knowledge as to why I am the way I am. Since I can recall I've always been gifted but many people would not like me for being different, I've never had friends and relationships for me are hard they never work out, I have four beautiful children and currently struggling but willing to learn and open to anything anyone would like me to understand.

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