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Fuck
00:50 Oct 29 2009
Times Read: 555


Emotional bullshit, not entertaining in the least: Today, I found out that a good friend still has pretty deep feelings for me. I didn't think he still had that crush and posted the relationship I am in on facebook, he then preceded to make sarcastic remarks about the status change until he sent me a bitter message. I don't know what to do. I know that I really hurt him but I don't know how to fix it other than being completely open and honest and apologize my ass off, which I did in response. He is an amazing friend and an outstanding person and it would break my heart to lose his friendship but I've found the love of my life, that isn't something that I will undo to soothe someone's hurt pride. It hurts like hell knowing that he's twisting my joy into an instrument to torture himself with, sometimes there is nothing more painful than someone else's happiness. I can't even think straight because of the tears and this is probably the most erratic, poorly constructed entry I will ever post but dammit I have to get my thoughts in order somehow.



We have since sent apologetic messages but I know he's going to use this to pick at himself for a good while and that is the worst part because I have no control over it other than try to be the best friend I can. If he'll let me....



Okay, self loathing aside, I'm sorry that I just subjected anyone reading this to that emotional diarrhea, I promise to never be so inane, pitiful and boring again. .... I promise to try not to be so inane, pitiful and boring again.

Classifieds
00:30 Oct 06 2009
Times Read: 577

Deep breath....No, I do not want to buy your inactive members. I'm not stupid enough to consider someone and not look at their page, if they haven't been active in the last 5 days do you really think someone is going to pay the blood cost and whatever ridiculous amount you think you can grift in the trade? If a member hasn't been active and shows no sign of being so anytime soon then just boot them out of the Coven rather than tarnish your reputation with reproachable trading tactics, poor ethics and sheer dumbassery. RANTRANTRANTMOANMOANMOAN. *mutters, jackasses*

Exhale.