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in the dark, alone and half asleep,

i lie on the floor, your face all i see,

your lips, your hair, your smile, into your eyes i fall so deep

i cry out and no one can hear, save me from this feeling i plea.



i don't fear death, i don't fear life, one thing i fear,

is love... once again being hit by cupids dart,

i don't want it i don't believe it! i won't let it steer,

my mind and soul again, i can't allow to feel enough to give my heart.



i must protect, build the wall,

fill my mind to hide the pain,to heal the hurt,

if i run from it i won't feel the fall,

i won't be forgot, pushed aside, thrown in the dirt.



but when i hear your voice, my life makes sense,

....no must fight, don't give it up, stop looking down,

stop, wait, don't be dense....

but when i see your smile, im so happy, i forget how to frown,



Love is a word, it doesn't exist,

its nothing but a figment of your imagination,

a disease in your head, growing like a cist,

if its real... why the hesitation?



...wait... you don't hesitate, do you?

you've already done it... it's too late!

you did it once and it almost killed you, now again without a clue?

you said, you promised to fill your heart with hate.



but look at you now, you look like a clown,

your nothing in your own mind, you're but a kart,

your life ther rollercoaster left, right, up, down,

is she worth the hurt, the pain, your heart....?



she is......