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On February 2, 2015....at 3:45pm.. my grandmother passed away.



She is finally reunited with my daddy. And I know they are both so happy.



This woman was the glue that kept me together. She supported me in everything I wanted to do. I think I am still in my surreal/ denial phase. I really don't think it has truly hit me that she is gone.







On another note, I am going to have an ultrasound on my left breast and an ultrasound guided biopsy of the lumps/mass in my breast. Then we will go from there.



On my way to that doctor appointment today I got lost trying to find the building and apparently ran a stop sign and I got a fucking ticket. Like...This is some big fucking joke. Hilarious. Then I had to go back to school today and face all those people.





So please...excuse me if I'm not so active right now. I know I just joined. But I need this time right now.





Love Always

Foxy

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Demigoddess
09:40 Feb 04 2015

I'm so very sorry for your loss. :(

My inbox is always open if you ever need a shoulder to cry on.

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MinaDracul
22:05 Feb 09 2015

I hope things get better for you soon. I wish you the best of luck and I am sending good thoughts and energy your way. If you need someone to talk to, I am a good listener.~Mina

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Right now is an extremely difficult time.

My grandmother....This woman played such a huge role in my life...is in ICU right now struggling to stay alive. It could be anytime now that I hear she is gone. I was at the hospital all day today. And will be there all day tomorrow. I hate this.



My grandpa is not okay...and he is trying so hard not to show it. But I see so much pain in his eyes. He can't lose her too. And by that I mean my dad, their son, passes away just 6 years ago. Now my grandpa is going through all of this again. And so am I. This is so fucking hard.



I don't care what you guys practices...but please....send prayers...good thoughts and positivity.





I lost my father on January 29, 2009.

This January 29th I found 2 lumps in my breast. Breast Cancer is extremely heavy on all sides of my family.



Please..i know I don't really know anyone here yet....but good vibes....are so welcome right now.

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MinaDracul
22:07 Feb 09 2015

Sending you the best of vibes....And wishing you 'Good Luck'.~Mina

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The headline has absolutely nothing to do with my entry. That's how I usually do my journals. I don't have much to say except, hello. I am Foxy. I wish I was a damn unicorn but oh well. Shit happens. I am looking for networking. Friends. Whatever. At this point in my life things were looking up, but this past week things have taken a turn for the worse. I don't know how much more my heart can handle.



-Foxy

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xXxPaynexXx
10:34 Feb 01 2015

Welcome to the Rave,Foxy. Enjoy the Madness...

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MinaDracul
22:08 Feb 09 2015

Welcome to Rave, Foxy. I am Mina....Nice to meet you. I hope things are getting better for you.~Mina

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