I imagine everyone has had one person in their life that they feel truly at ease with, they put complete trust in that one person, know everything about them and vice versa. But what happens when the line is crossed? When that person decieves your trust to an extent that is unforgettable and scarring? Is it possible to look over that fragment in time, to forgive and forget? Or will it be a constant reminder that no one is worth trusting...?
As I have posted all over this site, I am 20 years old. I live at home with my parents, two siblings, and my grandmother. I don't have a job because I don't have a car to get there, and I've been waiting since December 4th for a simple stack of paperwork to be filled out and sent to insurance so that I may get a check which will purchase my new car. Unlike most adults living in their parents home, I have absolutely no control over anything going on. I try to push them nicely to get things done, but in the end it just gets me yelled at. I'm told everyday to clean and it's always the same exact things I must do. My chores are never done well enough, even if I scrub for hours it's just not clean enough. All I hear is shit talk spew from my mothers mouth at me rapid fire like molten lava, my father likes to think he can hurt me by blocking the internet using his firewalls (oh no!), and my grandmother likes to think that she can boss me around as she pleases, adding additional chores on top of the gruesomely disgusted ones already left for me by my mother. I'm not even so upset by the cleaning as I am about my status in my own personal home. I am the eldest child, I am damn near 21, and I deserve to be treated better than I am being treated. I don't deserve to be woken up at the crack ass of dawn every morning to be screamed orders at or to be forced to defend myself in an arguement. My name is not Cinderella, and I'm tired of being her.
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