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pain is my life as the blood runs down my leg and wrist and all i can think about is death and the end of all the pain i cause outher and the pain i cause my mother and my father to see me this way even though they dont act like thay love me and i dont think they do dosent me they dont get hurt from seeing me this way. the pain i feel is emece that my parent want to sent me away so they dont have to deal with me any more and the way they think i do stuff just to hurt them pisses me off no matter what they say i still will love them

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19:07 May 28 2010

ok dude... your titles and topics are all the same... write about something else already!!

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i sit in life just near the end but how do you know the end is near or is far away, the pain you caluse is how great or how little but the pain i cause myselfe is the gratist i know. the blood runs red down my leg to the ground from the cuts that are deep and is all i know i go i come but the pain i welcome to me and will never let it go and now that it has found me it now has a home.

i cut myself and loved it last nit and i wouldent stop bleeding so i cot deeper and depper till i had t otornuket it.

my parents hate me and they are blaming me for sneaking out last nit when they had to wake me up and ask me and that even proovs that i wasent up

last nite i cut myself agian and agian and couldent stop i just loved the blood and the pain that i let them stay and thein put salt on them so they would burn and loved it but at the same tim i am the worlds worst person because this hurts outher.

i hurt on the inside so i let it out when i cut and let it bleed out. i had to throw away my one knife because i stabed my self to deep and the blood wouldent come off. but i will make it through i think i might just die and get outa every ones way and never bother another agian.

the pain i caouse myselfe is only so i can feel somthing for once. the pain is small but it still works for me when i want to feel. the cuts just get deeper and deeper every time and the blood comes out. it always huts me and helps me survive.

it hurts me so say i love you and to even say i like you when all you do is treat me like this