was born in a small town in central Scotland, surrounded by hills, valleys & glens. One of those areas where you are walking distance from many different castles, ancient battle sites etc etc............
grew up as an only child to a mother who as you can tell by my name was a freak about Greek history..........she now sits on the bench in one of Scotlands largest courtrooms......being a judge she tends to bring the attitude home with her...........Fks me off
as for the old man, he's a surgeon at the Kids hospital in Glasgow, pretty cool guy but never really got to know him much.......spends to much time in the office, or is it with the secretary......n e way to cut a long story short he thinks the way to keep our father/son relationship steady is to produce the cheque book whenever he thinks i need sumthin.........what i wanted was for him to kick a fkn ball around the park with me when I still wore shorts...........
like most parents they freaked when i turned out as i did, my hair, my clothes........it was so cool to see the look on there faces.......the old man bought me a car........yeah that helped "NOT".........still sits in the drive lol......now if he had bought a hearse lol ;-)
n e way am the offspring that its better stays at home, I dont fit into the high society they mix in.........
guess in a way i prefer it like that, keeps the oldies of my case and they stop fkn me off..........
How hard can it be...........
to embrace the dark, can only be like closing your eye's for one long last sleep.........
they say it takes courage to enter the darkness of your own free will.......how much does it take??
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too much...I've thought about it at great length...too much.
To hard... Life is a gift and we should accept it and live it to it's fullest.
Each day feels like this world needs me less and less..........
i feel a stronger pulling from the shadows, the darkness calls for me...........
each day the darkness takes me closer & closer.....how do i say goodbye......
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You start with a kiss and an "I will be back soon"...if it is that you're saying goodbye to me.
So bored, dreams last night were weird and beofre you say anything i mean weirder than normal..........
Kinda woke up feeling like I had'nt been to sleep, maybe i had'nt. the weird ramblings of a guy who just wants to go to sleep..........forever
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I sometimes wish that.
I never feel like I've gotten any sleep because I dream soooo friggin' much and they are vivid as hell...and well sometimes I just want to sleep.
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Blu3dec3mber
16:13 Sep 09 2010
A Judge and a Surgeon walk into a bar...
LacyLashes
19:56 Jun 24 2011
I've spent my whole life in Ohio, in the United States. I've friends who've traveled to Scotland, should like to someday.