What makes an empty house so lonely? It is the seemingly vast emptiness; no one in sight? Or is it your own mind, deacying your already depressed thoughts into a wall of sadness and bitterness, as you think of how the world your family and friends abandoned you there? Whatever it is and wherever I am; I am bitterly alone in a realm of depression, broken hearts, blood and a hurtful wake that cannot be cured but by one means; and Gardien would not allow that without ample threats that will be all to effective... Mainly because I love him and those threats are to join my journey to the next plane of existance; and I know his threats no to be hollow... So for your sake Gardien, I will not yet end my sorry existance...
It's really a wonderful feeling; to know that your guardian angel really cares about you. It's also wonderful when you can take care of them. My guardian angel is on my mind frequently. We've shared good and bad times; happiness and sadness and anger. We've stood by each other in times when we'd otherwise feel utterly alone. Does this mean I am his guardian too? I do not know but I hope that I can change his life as much as he changed mine. Either way, I really just hope he knows I still care, even if he doesn't always believe so.
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