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She seemed dressed in all of me,

stretched across my shame,

all the torment and the pain,

leaked through and covered me,



I'd do anything to have her to myself,

just to have her for myself,



Now i don't know what to do,

I don't know what to do,

when she makes me sad

(ooooooooh)



She is everything to me,

The unrequited dream,

A song that no one sings,

The unattainable,



She's a myth that I have to believe in,

All A need to make it real - is one more reason,



I don't know what to do,

I don't know what to do~

When she makes me sad

(oooooooooh)



But I won't let this build up inside of me,

I won't let this build up inside of me,

I won't let this build up inside of me

(I won't let this build up inside of me),

I won't let this build up inside of me

(I won't let this build up inside of me)



I catch in my throat - choke,

torn into pieces I won't,

No,

I don't want to be this



But I won't let this build up inside of me,

(Won't let this build up inside of me)

I won't let this build up inside of me, [ Repeat]

(Won't let this build up inside of me) [ /1 Time]

I won't let this build up - inside of me,

(of me!),

(Won't let this build up inside of me) [Starts in the middle of "me", echoes, repeats 2X, then continues throught the following]



She~ isn't real

I can't make her real

she~ isn't real

I can't make her real

they slit our throats

like we were flowers

and our milk has been

devoured



when you want it

it goes away too fast

times you hate it

always seems to last

just remember when you think

you're free

the crack inside your fucking heart is me



(thought, not spoken):

i wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day



i wish i could sleep

but i can't lay on my back

because there's a knife

for everyday that i've known you



when you want it

it goes away too fast

times you hate it

always seems to last

just remember when you think

you're free

the crack inside your fucking heart is me



(thought, not spoken):

i wanna outrace the speed of pain for another day



lie to me, cry to me, give to me

i would

lie with me, die with me, give to me

i would

keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair

i hope at least we die holding hands

for always.

Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?

Crucified for no sins

An image beneath me

Whats within our plans for life

It all seems so unreal

I'm a man cut in half in this world

Left in my misery...



The reverend he turned to me

Without a tear in his eyes

It's nothing new for him to see

I didn't ask him why

I will remember

The love our souls had

Sworn to make

Now I watch the falling rain

All my mind can see

Now is your (face)



Well I guess

You took my youth

I gave it all away

Like the birth of a

New-found joy

This love would end in rage

And when she died

I couldn't cry

The pride within my soul

You left me incomplete

All alone as the memories now unfold.



Believe the word

I will unlock my door

And pass the

Cemetery gates



Sometimes when I'm alone

I wonder aloud

If you're watching over me

Some place far abound

I must reverse my life

I can't live in the past

Then set my soul free

Belong to me at last



Through all those

Complex years

I thought I was alone



I didn't care to look around

And make this world my own

And when she died

I should've cried and spared myself some pain...

left me incomplete

All alone as the memories still remain



The way we were

The chance to save my soul

And my concern is now in vain

Believe the word

I will unlock my door

And pass the cemetery gates