Do you ever really want to say something to someone but find it's just not worth the back and forth when you know they'll just make things up to prove their point?
I've had such a painful past, not for myself but for others around me, looking back I always cringe when I see how much I used to complain and how dramatic I was. And although I can recall feeling what I felt, I wish I could go back and shake myself, tell me I don't need to put up with all of it and life gets better. Its not always great but it's not all that bad.
I still feel things for the people I lost, some of them gone forever, and for the best. I could contact them again but I don't because it's in my past and that's where it needs to stay.
I do miss them, but that's a part of moving on.
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