Well, I've managed to fumble my way into another doomed relationship. It's not even a real relationship, we're "FWB" to put it nicely. And I'm slowly but surely falling for him. Which is against our rules but he is forgiving. I trust him explicitly with my whole heart. I won't say that he is "The One" because that would be stupid and naive. All I know is that I want him, and for as long as I can have him I will do all in my power to make him happy and enjoy the time we spend together.
This time, it is a new experience, I have not felt this level of complete surrender and trust that I lay in this man and to feel it now makes me happy and sad at the same time. He will not be here forever and eventually we'll have to part ways but I hope that is a long time coming and the separation is a mutual agreement.
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