I'm in two minds, two people, exotic and sexual but timid and innocent, male and female. I never know why or who I am and it messes with my head.
I want to be the sexy, outgoing, promiscuous, slutty even type of girl, the dominant one who will do anything just for fun, someone who enjoys making people uncomfortable.
But I'm not.
I also want to be a pet, I like being told what to do, I like being forced almost; the exhileration of fighting it to the last second using all my power even though I want it more than anything.
But I'm not that either.
I'm just me. I work, I go home, I clean up after my partner, play games and go to bed.
I'm not fun or exotic or even interested in sex, I'm just...there
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Slain
12:46 Jan 02 2013
That is probably what you should change then.
and not just "be there"