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Perr stress is my reality, One day at a time, it's not for me.

I'm a meth head, can't you see.

And I don't care, what you believe.

Where in my time, there is no hope.

Because to me, this world's a joke.

They can't hear, what I can see.

There is a joke-- is it on me?

But, people love me, for what I do.

Others hate me, your just the few.

Live their lives--Knowing who?

What you don't know, is nonthings true.

I'm a drug dealer, for crying out loud.

What'd ya expect , something proud.

Years ago , I gave up shame.

A needle in my arm , I have no pains.

Awh--leave me alone,I'm trying to die.

Oh Yah , right your gonna to cry.

All you want is that little high.

Believe me you can't fly.

Hey? one more thing, this ain't new.

Well, not to me--you god damm fool.

Now try to think, only the trueth.

Is the joke on me ?

NOPE, it's really on you.



9/ 2007 GAD

I've been sober now for a year , plus, Now.

That poem was written in a time I was trying to fined 'the end'. I'm glad I'm still alive.And lucky.