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While I may understand the concept think with your head never with your heart it seems mine has merged into one leading to having the heads heartbeat. It seems it's finally caught up to me and I have failed to wake up and understand what was happening until it was much to late to stop it. My somewhat apathetic nature is taking over more than I like and becoming problematic.My heads heartbeat is increasingly getting louder and louder and with that my actual heart is somewhere turning into a mess of dark tar and disgusting fumes.A little lovely picture don't you think. The poor girl and her uncontrollable way to a somewhat insane view of her own self as well as this illusionary world. I remember telling myself that things get only worse...They do but it seems I was programmed to head this way from day one. A mere clock that bound to shut down in a snap of her fingers, of course that damn blood curdling curse we all carry is from her but she only means well but very soon it will be irrevocably unrepairable. So be it......my darlings I tell you a fair well until next time.

Sitting here upon my bed in a sweltering mess of hair trying to figure out how to stay cool. I am stuck in a room of darkness and heat that is slowly suffocating me while outside this very room lays a breath of cool water and air that breaks the skin like an ice knife,how lovely. With my eyes wide and skin moving rapidly I can assume this night shall be useless? AHHH well so be it, let me be put to rest soon so I shall not feel this heat much longer.

I believe in the things we cannot see as well as the fact they hide from us for good reason or every now and again travel to our dimension. I believe in the respect of each and everything we cannot see and would gladly not step on any ground never meant to be disturbed because as they say "curiosity killed the cat". Of course I still dabble in the occasional spells and try the spiritual lucid dreaming,astral projection,ect. I am not afraid no no I am not. But I feel worried for the beings which cause no harm but receive it with a vengeance... Maybe I'm thinking to far into it? But you know I'm already not right in the head so with adderall in one hand meditation in the other let's see how this bullshit goes yeah🤗🤗

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Cloudtraveler
17:45 Jun 05 2016

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