Narrow, winding staircases
Shining linoleum floors
Clean, sliding banisters
Is this the magical house I want?
This glistening, masterpiece of a royal castle?
But what are staircases without feet that climb?
What are floors without socks that glide?
What are banisters without behinds that slide?
I'm waiting
The house is lonely
The bed is lonely
The windows ...
In this house
Im surrounded
But ive never felt more alone
Loved by many but im still lonely
Will this last forever
Will i ever escape this vast expance
Its left me hollow and garded
Im afraid, afraid to let anyone in
Because this is how its always been
The crying
The screaming
Its unbearable
I feel as if im going to expload
I truely am alone
Its just normal for me
This life has become
Just as ive become numb
On the outside i may look fine
But appearences are decieving
Because inside i am dying
Eternal turmoil
I cannot escape
Ive had enough so dont push me
Its not a bluff because ive got nothing to lose
Because i am
Truely.....
Alone..
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