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Dear You....



I dont even know why I am writing this letter except maybe just for myself...Because I really doubt you will ever pay attention to it...unless I point it out...



I dont understand why?...why you must hurt me with a tongue of lies in one breath and in the next confess undying love...





You have hurt me beyond what I thought could be repaired....but my insane love for you made me need to try again....with your convincing eyes....and your true heart pleading...



why cant You stay true?....am I that unattainable...that easy to take for granted?...or is it just a have to for your amusement because I am so boring?....



Your thoughtless...selfish greediness bites me like the cold reptile You are...Your fangs dripping with poisonous love as they sink into my breast above my heart with the sweetest silver kiss...as You pump your poison into me...You drain me dry of life....and this is okay for you....a need I see now...



Truth be told...I allow it...because my world does not exist without You in it....



my sweet reptile... Your poisonous love I know will be my undoing..my end...I am helpless to You...only Your choices can change the outcome...



I am forever paralysed...in unending punishment until if ever the day comes when You ever take control of Your reptile....



can you?



will you?



for me?



I am forever in life..death..now...before..,and in the future...the other part of Your very soul...you are the beginning and ending of my souls search to complete its self...



You are afraid of me as I am of You...



You are my best friend...



my lover...



my husband...



my partner in crime...



my confidant...



my worst enemy...



my down fall...



my destruction...



my splitapart...





I would beg you on my knees if I thought it would do any good....to take a chance for our hearts to sing and be happy...but I know you will have to face your fears before You can....but I ask with once last plea....open your eyes and see...before its to late...and this body of mine goes to the sea....





Love always and forever beyond time...

Your splitapart...

me.....

Inflamed with rage...



a pain that strikes to the very depths of My heart...





How could you?...





you talk.. Like that your My sister in arms...that you understand Me...



but you understand nothing of Me...





How could you?



My pain is unlike anything you have EVER faced...and I hope you NEVER do...





How could you?





to throw it in My face...and say...move on..get over it...you on your high horse..knowing nothing ...





How could you?





My very soul ripped apart....the four parts of My heart missing...



I am lucky to even be breathing....



The torture...



The torment...



the silence that deafens...



My reason for even walking this earth TAKEN!!!!!



Not given up...not lost....but TAKEN!!!!!..STOLEN!!!!!





How could you?





what do you not understand?



what do you not get?



what do you not comprehend?...



I am a shell of the person I once was...



you cant fix Me...





He cant fix me...





no one can on this earth....



only GOD....





so I ask one final time....





How could you?