Forgotten and Forsaken...
all alone...
To be used over and over again when not wanting to be...
lied to..thought a fool...not even good enough to be told so...
lost in a world of sheep who only live to get to the other side..where the grass is always greener...
My energy..life and light being sucked away.. day by day...
Misery and pain seems to be now my forte....
Trying hard to get back what was taken from me..but as you can see its very complex indeed..
the creatures that we are..we are not suppose to walk this path alone..
so why is it so hard to find something real that is not poison?..
to be happy..is all I ask...I never thought that as a child that it would be such a task...
I will end this now..wishing everyone well...going on to my sleepless night..in my own personal hell...
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