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a small, wingless, parasitic insect that lives on the skin of mammals and birds.
used in names of small invertebrates that parasitize aquatic animals or infest plants, e.g., fish louse.
2.
informal
a contemptible or unpleasant person.
verb
verb: louse; 3rd person present: louses; past tense: loused; past participle: loused; gerund or present participle: lousing
1.
informal
spoil or ruin something.
"he loused up my promotion chances"
2.
archaic
remove lice from.
you feed off others...unable to sustain your self on your own...here is a little tip child...grow up and grow some real balls of your own..instead of hiding behind B.S....I know you wont listen and My breath is wasted on deaf ears....but it cant be said I didnt try to warn the sheep...poor pitiful things...unable to even understand the simplest of words or thoughts...awww..I feel such sorrow for you...
anyway....
I AM GIVING ONLY ONE WARRING... AND HERE IT IS....
I HAVE NO TIME FOR CHILDISH IGNORANCE...GAMES OR SLANDER....
THIS MEANS....
DO NOT...PUT MY PERSONAL INFO ON YOUR PAGE OR PROFILE...ANY ASPECTS OF SUCH..MY NAME..WHERE I LIVE..ANY ASPECT OF MY LIFE...YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION!!!!! IF YOU DO..,
I WILL PROSECUTE YOU FOR SLANDER...
I WILL ENFORCE THE RULES OF TOS ON THIS SITE...i WILL REPORT YOU...
IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND...HERE I WILL SPELL IT OUT...
LEAVE ME ALONE!
LEAVE MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH...THOUGHTS..AND TYPING IGNORANT CHILDISH TYPING FINGERS....
VR IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY HOME...IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE...... SO GET THE HELL OVER YOUR SELF AND DEAL WITH IT...MATTER OF FACT...DONT...FORGET ABOUT ME...MOVE ON...
I CANT BE ANY MORE PLAIN EVEN IF I TRIED..AND GOD KNOWS I HAVE...I WISH EVERYONE WELL...
A Pro Domme...the woman and the Master behind her....
00:26 Nov 11 2016 Times Read: 362
I sit here asking myself how I want to start this....
Then I think back in time to over six years ago now...
remembering how dead inside I felt...how lost...
My mother had been dead for about two years...I felt as if there was no one in the world who understood me..not even myself...my relationships were very spotty...especially the close ones...including God...
at this point it was either change and figure out myself...or die..because I couldnt just keep floating as I was....I found some good things on my own...and some VERY bad things as well as people...but I kept searching...even though I had no idea what I was looking for..I just knew I had to find it.....
I remember very clearly even to this day....the day I meet Him through someone even to this day I still call sister....and the conversation that took place....
"I just wanted to stop by and introduce my self...because I was told you wanted to know everyone your girl talked to?..and I wanted to keep talking with her if that is alright with you?"
"Thank you little one...you may keep speaking with her"
"ummm...Im NOT little"
"*smiles gently*...its a saying from My world..for a submissive it has nothing to do with your size."
"really?..thats weird...if you dont mind me asking..what is your world?"
"well...........
and that was it....
My life was forever changed from that moment..even though I didnt know it....I stopped floating...I stopped wanting to die...instead I found a place to belong...not only with Him and my now family...but others like me!...(yeah..there was others like me...who knew right)....
The strange...the unique...the freaks...that dont fit in any other box but their own....and there not being anything wrong with it...
I fell in love with not only the world He spoke of.. but Him...with who and what He was...is and will be....
He took me under His wing...showed me a world that I could not even imagine.....He guided me with His hand...mind..and heart...He never wanted to change me..to Him I was what He wanted..and if He changed me...I wouldnt be me..He more then excepted me...He wanted me for me....
He became... my Teacher..my Mentor...my Friend..my Love...
my Beast...my Master....
Since that time...to say there has been good times and hard times is more then an under statement...through everything so far there has been cherished moments...and moments...that have been heart stopping horrifying....so many extremes...I cant even try to touch on them... to explain...not just for me..but Him and all We call family..
but through It all...He stayed...He has tried everyday..weather it was in just His mind..or outwardly...He has never left my side...through the good...the bad..and by God the ugly....He saves me everyday....
He has taught me everything I know of not only B.D.S.M...but about the finer points of my self...and He continues to do so..even when I dont want to to listen...hate to listen...or even fight Him not to listen...
I remember when I gave this to You....
do You remember?
I am now as I was fighting for my life...to keep from floating away...but the difference is now...is I did it before...with God and You..as You so point out I am stronger then I know...and day by day I get a tiny little piece back...as You have told me more then once..."My faith in God precious left along time ago..but My faith in you will always be here"....
what You have done Master..was to teach me how to come back to myself...to be myself...so I can and will do it again...not by myself but with You and God on my side.....I love You my Teacher...my Mentor..my Friend ..my Love..my Beast...my Master ..more then words could ever say....happy 5 th anniversary... I wish for a 105 more...
for a war that will never stop in my soul....Father please forgive them..for they know not what they do....
to the reasons I even exist...Im so sorry...know please..from the very bottom of my being...I love you...I always will..I will be waiting for you as long as God allows me on this earth..and after .....I have and never will know true love as I have with the four of you...in the most purest form...there will not be a day that goes by that my heart or my mind wont seek you...you are my greats accomplishment...and my greatest failure....*tears fall and sting my eyes*....its not forever...one day you will know the truth...one day you will understand....one day you will know why God made me who I am to you.....one day you will look in my eyes and see...what you are to me.... that I cant put words to... you will see into my soul...take care my babies....
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