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Silently she sits, perched on the edge of sanitys pier. What does she do now?? Does she take the plunge?? Jump into the unknown world?? Strange how the thought seems to comfort her, calm her.. But then she lives for that sort of thing. The unknown doesn't scare her, she welcomes it. It is her adrenaline rush.The energy she needs to go on. It provides a sort of safety net. It thrills her. Hell, it would be so easy for her to make that jump. After all, doesn't most people think she is already crazy? But, she thinks about the couple of people who do truely love her and accept her as she is. It wouldn't be fair to do that to them. S, she continues to stay here and move through this world of heartache and pain while trying to figure out her purpose and what it is that she is supposed to accomplish this time. She knows the pier is always there, and she is destined to always be perched on the edge. And as the creatures and children of the night call to her the pier fades into the horizon and she is welcomed into the night with smiles, hugs, pats and kind words. She is home now, home safe, with the children and creatures who understand her and love her. Her FAMILY!



Written By: Jennifer Widener

~FP~

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Angelus
00:32 Dec 26 2010

give yourself less dwelling time...

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Some peoples hearts are so cold that even the most inner depths are frozen and icecicles hang heavy.



Some peoples hearts are so filled with hate that they have turned black and stink from the rot.



Other peoples hearts are so full of pain, anguish, and heartache that they have turned blue and cry silent tears that cut gorges throughout.



Some peoples hearts know all of the above and have experienced them. Thos e hearts are gray and have turned to stone and silently their pebbles they toss.



Still there are those rare few whos hearts life has left untouched. Their hearts sparkle and shine like the most valuable gemstone or treasure found.



So, if you are one of these few,just remember to guard it and handle it with care. Lest it bcome blue, black, gray or even frozen.



And those others should not be down and feel defeated because you never know what path you have chosen and where it will lead you or the people that you will meet.



Written By: Jennifer Widener

~FP~

What happens to the world outside when fear and hate are allowedin?

Pride, prejudice, and mockery are three beasts who perch and take total control.



They take hold of you and consume you. They warp your mind and convince you to do things that you once only dreamed of.



They suck away your essence and use it to soothe their own heartache ans calm their sick and destructive minds.



They freeze your soul using anger, fear, hate, jealousy....... and then rip it from your chest slamming it against the ground at your feet and laugh as it shatters into a zillion pieces.





So you will probably ask, what happens to the world inside when fear and hate are allowed to come in? Well my friend, the answer is the same. But, in some rare cases the world inside may be different.



The beast inside of us will rise.It will raise its head and spread its wings while shaking the dust away. Risen again to come and play.



Its ultimate goal is to keep safe and protect its most cherished and fragile parts. In the end you will come to realize those parts are you. It is protecting you and by doing so protecting itself as well. Because, without one the other where would one be???



Written By: Jennifer Widener

~FP~