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The blockage is allayed.....the ball has been thrown......and as predicted the runner has taken to his feet and like an obedient pup chased it as far as it will continue to travel.....which will be a long,long,long way......some toys are too easy to break.....this one proved to be the same as the others....intrigue is now boredom.....and with this in mind.....I take solace in draining him of every drop.....problem.....solved....

Yep, in small amounts I can have sips of what I want....no fucking way hosay!....I am starting to lose my patience......just a little bit....so based on that......I'm throwing the ball.....and he is gonna run for it.....

This week has been utter shit.....but I still maintain my decorum and grace......fighting the urge to rip a person to shreds (in more ways than one) is a sickening task.....and ripping someone else's throat out gave me brief satisfaction but was far too easy and has thus left me feeling somewhat unsatisfied......a conquest is easy to obtain and undertake....love is much harder when it gets in the way of the feeding that I need to do to allow myself to be comfortable.....I am a twisted individual with very perplexing morals and ethics....and when I want something I have impenetrable patience....playing a waiting game is not my forbidden.....clingy is waaaaaaay off base for me and unacceptable in my reality....but timing is paramount and one cannot destroy the intricate strings that are woven when drawing in prey or other things.....I am primal....I am morbid....and I am dangerous......why you might ask?.....well that is the question....ask the right question and you will get the answer your looking for....maybe....you may not like the answer, but all answers are unique to each individual....I am fearless.....just because I weight up a situation before I spring doesn't mean I fear it, it means.....I'm assessing the weakness that I will expose in order to get what I want.....and I will take everything.......and I mean.....everything.....for now I will find ways to allay the boredom that comes from sizing up the weakness that will be exposed sooner or later....my decision on how I will pull apart the prey I play with, will come when I have the key to the door that a particular prey is hiding behind....I could break the door with force...but then it will be over too quickly and won't give me the satisfaction I want.....

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PsychoCat
22:59 Jan 27 2013

;)) . . XoxoxoxoxoX . .

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There once was a girl....she was created as a vampire angel demon....always drawn to a variety of different paths.....always ending up embracing her dark side.....provoked by various interactions, and endured endless heartache......attempted to alleviate the pain with various distractions, human and otherwise.....and decided that chaos and anarchy is the only determinable path that brings inner peace and enjoyment......I live by the chaos theory......feel the fear and do it anyway.....don't look back.....it doesn't change anything.....dive in forthwith and relish the turmoil of mankind as it destroys itself.....



We are what we are.....I am therefore all and everything.....

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PsychoCat
22:48 Jan 27 2013

. . Dito . . XoxoxoxoxoX . .

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littleflames
16:18 Jan 28 2013

wow i thought it was insiteful to be able to be true to one self is good. to not know what your feelings are is a bad thing but to know them and act on them is ok some times it takes a lot more to know who we are and not act on the things that we like to do thats me .

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You know when you see something coming, you ignore it but your aware of it being there......I saw it coming....and now.....my claws are out and waiting for the right moment to carve their way through.....should the opportunity arise....I'm on the fence about it, so I guess I'll sit and wait.....hmmmm

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PsychoCat
22:47 Jan 27 2013

. . XoxoxoxoxoX . .

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