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I gave her a competition....

So she steal my guy, then I will steal hers too...

She keeps on saying things against me then I will just shut up because I know that it's not true at all... I am myself and nobody can change me the way I am....

Suddenly a guy that I have only known this week that he is watching over me for a long time, have saved me once when I'm supposed to have an accident....

I look to his eyes that was very deep... I can't read his soul, it was mysterious, dreamy and sad...

The guy's name was Edrick... He's nice to me and always there to be my crying shoulder when Raphael was not around flirted by other girls... I don't care at all because he have to realize his mistakes...

One day, Edrick and I were together then We meet that girl and Raphael...

"I can explain..." said Raphael but I just said: "No, you don't need to... I can see that you're already ON..."

In shocked face he was left with no words...

each step I take leaving him behind, I felt two stron emotions: courage and sorrow...

Courage because I have to face that I shoul leave him behind first and accept the fact that he can never be loyal... And sorrow, that I need to left him and forget our past...

I cried at Edrick's shoulder and I told him my feelings... He understand me just the way I am...

a few weeks later, Edrick and I were already "ON"...

Raphael keeps on saying sorry and I just keep on ignoring him....

I even think of giving him a second chance...

But first, I must know the truth: Does he still love me even though that girl is his girlfriend?

I thought he was true.... But no He was not...

I am a fool....

I don't want to see him again.. Oh no! I don't want him to see me again...

He can't hold on to our promise, And A promise Is always a promise...

I cried as I lay down in my room... I can't believe he did this to me...

I went to school this day, sad that I didn't smile a little. Like I've never smiled for the rest of my life... He talks to me and I don't answer... He called and I just Ignored it...

I don't know if I will forgive him or not, what I know is that I hurted myself enough, my heart is aching, tears rolled down to my eyes...

One day when I'm walking all alone in the place we usually meet and shared our moments together... I sat on one of the bench behind the big old dead tree, when I heard someone laughing so hard....

It is the girl I saw with Raphael in the past four weeks....

I heard her saying: "Oh! she's such a fool! She don't even know that I'm stealing her love.... how poor she is! for sure she's crying so hard!"

then her friend replied:"why are you doing this to her?"

she replied:"oh nothing! I just want to steal Raphael away from her!!! And besides, Raphael is smart, handsome and most popular guy in our campus right?"

and they laugh so hard.....

I cried to myself: "You wan't to settle things this way then I will give this to you"