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How i hate not being with him everyday like it was going but now he gose out on weekends then her from him on monday , Where dose he go he gets all this weekend to do who knows what ? But I can,t say then because we are just friends that is it ( Drinking Buddy ) as he puts it , I am a girl not a guy that is a drinking buddy not me I am a good friend I this and I may think of him diffrent from him , he tells me stuff about him self some times lets it all out the other day when we were messed up together ,how someone that makes me happy for a little while then makes me sad another time sounds like glen to me it sucks so bad , How did I get myself in to those things ,I love being with him , be makes me laugh ,not sure what he dose when we don,t hang out but he stayed home tonight and I have to work 1-10 on wednsday night ,it sucks , so until next time .....

Well I am 39 years old now and I have to say I miss my old life but some how I think I need some thing I am missing and that is someone or something , I think Eric is so cool but I know he is not mine to keep I want to feel some thing that is real and that it could be some thing , But I have not found that yet , But i am enjoying having him around , But He dose call only 2 days ago he did not , then on monday nothen , well I have to move on and still look for someone , I will always like him but as a friend , I have got to know him or who he wants me to know , He is cool hot looking too ,