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Nothing really going on right now same thing different day i talking to him all the time and I still talk about him coming here to see me he has told me that his best friend told him to go to see me so hopeful he listen to him he dose not have his coffee shop any more they took away the smoking area out side so he won't go there because he can't smoke he been staying ho,e a lot more and his best friend comes over there to his house a lot so he has someone to hang with but i just want to win some money so i can get him a ticket to were I live so we can meet and figure this hole thing out between us if it's going to work I really hope so don't want to be alone for ever I need to be with someone or be lone forever this is the last chance i think my heart feels good about him and my little voice say go for it but check thing out always and listen to what he says I care so much for him and I think i,m really in love i picture in my head all the time how it would look when we are together how it would feel when he holds my hand and kisses me and just hugging him the feeling will be good I just know it when I am around people and they have there boyfriends I feel i,m lucky too he may not be here now but he is there and we do talk everyday just about and how much he really loves me gives me a good feeling in side he has been there for me for along time now he told me that what ever i go through he will be there to go through it together and that made me feel so good in side I just know it he is all mine he also has said it to me that I am his and no one else he loves me just the way i am I Love him ----(---(---(@

I have to say that this weekend was ok nice and piecefull but I went out one day with friends had a great time got Drunk for sure I was kinda sad because my boyfriend never called and I had to call him so it was like whatever I love him still it;s ok he is been in to E-Baying again for things He mite not need either way shit happens I always feel sad in side when I dont hear from him cant wait to be with him so I dont feel this way anymore I Love you Baby .you are My Love of my life ..!!!

It's 5:18 Am in the morning I just got off the phone with him and he has friends over having some beers It sounded like they were having a great time but i was not there to have fun with them I should be with them yeah I said to day hi to all but I feel so sad that I was not there I am his girlfriend and i am here he is there why cant we be together now i,m sick of waiting for something to break I dont have money to get the next plane he dose not either but he is trying to get something going I know for sure but when will it take off not sure I just wish I was there being apart of his like he said to me that I was a big part of his life maybe that is true he is a big part of me too it has been 2 years now and going on to 3 yes we should have seen each other bye now but some times it take longer then you want but I feel it should be this year at lest bye the end of the year I hope I have tried to let him go so many times but he wont let go and I start to think how my life would be with out him I was so sad and cry all the time so we are still hanging on so now I try to get a new job or a second ob and get some money up and go and see him for a few days and see how it works out but love to have him here so I can show him off to my family and show them I can have someone to love me not just my sister my last half boyfriend half friend me being the other girl in his this guy is nothing like that he has no other girl in his life and he said he just wants one girl he has be cheated on before so he don't like that idea at all i,m glad to hear that I can see myself with him and no one else I know he real loves me me for hanging on this long and so far he can understand me and deal with me I can deal with him I care so much I know we will be together some day when I real don't know for sure but I just have to hang on if I really Love him and I do ...Love you Baby !!

I talk to mt baby today before i went to work we usely talk in the morning and he was talking about maybe if we get married we would have kids a few of me running round he said I said we could be a few of u too .. I really hope we make it through it and be happy !! We love Each Other so much Love is a stronge and I Love Him He Loves me he tell me all the time , I know he is all mine and I am all his ..

I Love You Baby !!!

we talked today for a few and I said how about if I pack my stuff up and move to where you are he said I would Love it but you have to think about money and where you would live how would you work stuff like that he was right I did not think of that stuff i just want to be with him . then he started to say well if he gets a office for his bussness then he said he could get appartmint to live then i said well I can move in and pay half the rent and he says well that would help and we can just live together like we were married see if we can do it he never talks like that he always says how he dont like to pay rent but now he wants to move on and have a life of his own and have freedom from his familys house it could work out Hope we will be together sometime soon I Love him ...