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I am so stressed my boyfriends dad is sick my friends brother died and I cant go to say goodbye because I have to work I can't send flowers have no money I just got paid but my check went to rent I have to wait for another 2 weeks this sucks :( I want to be there for my sweety and I also want to be there for my friend too I hate it O just can't do anything about it right now I guess I will wait until I get my check and buy a thing of flowers and bring them bye her house better then nothing ..I miss my baby so much I can't wait to hug him and kiss him never let go Love you baby !!

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MasterMel2
02:04 Jun 17 2011

The fact that you show love, is really what's important and if he knows this, then you're both blessed. Communicate the love you share through your cations toward each other. in my mind, a smile, and then gentle word is worth more than all the gifts in the world.

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I talk to him yesterday at 5 pm and no call today yet I know he is at the Hospital with his dad is but I know he dose go out for a cigarette but he can't call me damn this sucks he should be going home tomorrow that is what he told me who really knows ? I just want to scream I just want him to call me need to hear his voice bad but I hate having a boyfriend some times just because he makes me so upset and some times he can't help what happens I know that but damn things are getting in the way of our relationship keeping us a part not right or fear at all I just want live with man I love and I want to take care of him I Love My Sweety so much , :( Life sucks some times I Love you Baby !!

Well it's been a while so what's New hhhmmm well I will be going to a wake my friends brother died then I have been finding people on Facebook that I have not seen in years my boyfriends dad is going though some tests he is very sick still so I will not be able to see him until the end of the year maybe in October so that sucks but we talk more now so I was sick last Monday tue and wed out of work one day then I need to sleep more I think i feel that I don't get to much sleep I get up at 3 am some times 4 am it sucks so oh well I am going to paint my place so that will be fun for sure lol my friend is going to help me he is a painter then we been getting some great weather this week after that bad storm it's been great out you can breath and be outside its nice so my boyfriend has been talking different in a good way I love it too :) I Love you Baby !!!