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Well yesterday was my last day at my old job and I was sad all day I know I had to do it that place was falling a part no one was working there not many people at all but I found a job that is easy for me close to home and near my mom and dads so all I can say is I did what I had to do its not the best but better for driving in the morning don't have to drive far winter is here and I had driving in it but I can save gas My baby calls me everyday I see me making changes in my life for the best I think trying more on and make something else happen for me I want someday to be living with him and someday get married for my first time and have kids who knows what will happen but that's what I am thinking I thing it will happen I have found someone for me and he found someone for him my family love him they have met him but my sister never made it here to meet him she lives far away so next time I hope she will love him just as I do I Miss His hugs and Kisses so bad but I know he is saving me everyone of them for next time My life would not be the same with out him for sure but our time will come again soon for the new year , I am sick with a cold standing in the Drive-Thur window for 8 hours in the very cold wind and snow so my new job starts on Monday so time to get more meds going so I can get better it sucks being sick I wish my Sweety was here to take care of me but he can't be right nowoh well , I Love You Baby !!!

I miss him so much everyday i say the same thing i can't stop I can't stand not having him here I need him so much but i have to go on living alone having him for 10 days was the best but I miss his smell his touch his kisses his hugs I miss everything about him i know we talk on the phone everyday but having him next to me in bed or just sitting next to him on the couch his sent on the pillow How I want to see him eye to eye I see him in my mind what he looked like when I said good bye at the train station so hard to deal with it a part of me left with him My Heart beats with his .. I Love You Sweety !!!

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Muffin15
21:59 Dec 13 2010

It'll be alright hun!!

I know you miss him right now but when he comes back everything will make you feel almost high, the more he's away the stronger the high when he returns, trust me :)) It will be okay. :))

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DestroyingAngel
10:10 Dec 15 2010

*hugs*

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The love of my life came here for 10 days and went back home he helps his dad in the law office and I wish he did not have to go sence he left I been a mess can't deal with it any more I need him so much I started to take sleeping pills to sleep at night its been hard because he is not sleeping next to me anymore its lonely here with out him I told him that I can't deal with this not having him here he said he will be back I told him not to come because I will feel the same way when he goes back home again I dont want to be put though that again I have pain inside I can't live like this he keeps saying he cant live with out me and he dose not want to lose me well i don't want to lose him either he is the best thing that happen to me he was thinking about maybe moving in with his friend jon but now he says no he want to live with me he said just me not sure what to do now ? wish I knew .. I love him so much my life would be a mess with him how do I deal with this ? I Love you Baby !!!

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DestroyingAngel
12:07 Dec 09 2010

BE TOGETHER, DAMMIT LOL! Seriously...

be together and be happy. It sounds like you two are awsome together! *hugggsss*

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Muffin15
16:43 Dec 11 2010

Things may be hard at first but everything has a way of working it's self out. :)) you should just take evety day of him in and hold on to that happiness the best you can when he's gone Don't let anything take away the happiness you accumulated when he was there with you. :))

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