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I been going though some stuff lately and I have not been myself I been freaking out on my boyfriend for nothing I tried to break up with him but he talked to me for hours to get me not to break up with him he was even crying on the phone to me never had a guy cry over me before that was so moving too I felt bad the next day how I made him feel and how much he loves me to stick bye my side I feel empty inside and I feel a lot of hate in side too I told my sister to get out of my house that day she was staying here for a few days but i freaked out on her my boyfriend is the only person i am talking to right now I don't live my family they live up the street so I have some time to be feel from people having my own place rocks for sure I just wish my boyfriend would move in with me but his dad is sick can't leave him right now so we are a part I go to work and come home I talk to him everyday he wants to be here but family comes first I Love him so much he said he is looking for a pair of nice earrings for me because I have to throw away a pair made my ears turn green so he will get me some real ones I guess it is very nice of him to that's why i love him so much he makes me happy because he thinks of me like that He cried tears over me that night he's friend john showed up and I got off the phone he said he would call me back later so he said the hole time he was hanging out with his friend he could not think about anything but loosing me how he could not think of what john was saying just how much he loves me and how much he wants to be with me forever he said I feel so much love after he told me that he dose have feeling for sure he is so sweet and kind to me he keeps saying how he want to make me happy he will do what he can to make that way what a sweet guy I don't want to lose him either I could not find a guy like that any where else one of a kind you can say he was meant for me I think waiting for me to come along we are so much a like we love the same things well that's it for now everyone have a great night !!! I Love you Sweety