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Broke, heart, hate, you...everything is pain

Knife, blade, scissors, chains...have nothing to gain

Loved, you, heart, ache... what do these words mean

Heart, less, more, tears... everything I've been

Hug, you, kiss, me... has lost it's meaning

Left, me, stranded...fell when I was leaning

Kicked, down, laughed, at...never can forgive

Mad, at, dumb, world...wonder why you live

Right, here, right, now...falling through the crack

Fade, faint, darkness, sad...see the love in which you lack

Knife, blade, scissors, chains..have nothing to gain

Broke, heart, hate, you...everything is pain.

I can't believe I'm actually crying over you

I can't believe you've actually caused my heart to break in two

It was such a long time ago, why am I feeling it now?

The pain and misery I felt before is now back, I'm wondering how?

I have tried and failed to escape my past

These unwanted memories, they've come back to me at last

I never meant for this to happen, I can't believe it did

I've been sulking in the shadows of which I've hid

It was an accident, I didn't mean everything I said

I still have your last words engraved inside my head

You lied to me, you don't love me, I mean nothing to you..but just so you know, you mean the world to me.

Up until that moment, I've missed what was plain to see

He was the only one that ever truly cared, ever really loved me

I never got the chance to say how much I loved him, or even say goodbye

How was I supposed to know that what I said would make him die?

My life is spiraling into a dark abyss

The anger bubbling inside me, can you hear it hiss?

Fury shoots through me, like only it could

Wondering what's wrong? I guess you should.

I've endured enough lies to last me a lifetime

You traded my love for less than a dime

I sold my heart, I sold my soul

All to be left shivering, crying in a lone hole

I've said hateful things to people I love

In return I've been pushed away, shoved

I feel I no longer have any control over my life

My well being has been slashed to pieces with a moral knife

But in a way, I guess it's okay

Thinking these things in a meaningful way

With nobody else but me here

I no longer have rejection to fear

This thought, I think it's pure bliss

Leaving the life I surely won't miss?

Life is stupid, life is dumb

Life is cruel, and devious to some

See the steeple, hear the bell

I speak of religion, short of which I've fell

Feel the beggars sorrow and his pain

See the crippled limping with his cane

Hear the babies, crying in the street

Feel saddened when you hear about the children dying in the heat

Think about the sadness within our heart

It seems almost fictional, almost an art

With all these problems, whose to blame

Carelessness and greediness, have brought upon us shame

Life is stupid, life is dumb

Life is cruel, and devious to some.

Oh, needles and pins,

Needles and pins,

Sleepless nights,

Stay calm,

Oh, needles and pins,

Needles and pins,

Troublesome Morn',

Now breath,

Oh, needles and pins,

Needles and pins,

Cut and torn,

Inhale,

Oh, needles and pins,

Needles and pins,

Broken down,

Exhale,

Oh, needles and pins,

Needles and pins,

Dizzy head,

Abyss.

As I lay and write this poem

I think and wonder, about my so-called home

Why do you tease me..

With your love, comes a fee?

I'm so sorry, but I can't so this

Sorry to say, your 'love' I won't miss

No, I won't miss your sparkling eyes

Your sparkling eyes..they conceal such horrid lies?

And how could I miss your sweet voice telling me

That you'd die for me

And I believed you..am I that oblivious not to see?

And I could never, ever, miss you pulling me close and making me think you cared

Having a connection, a connection I thought we shared

Ha, I do not love, I don't love you at all

Despite all the times I've taken the fall..

No, I could never miss your love.

Dear emotions,



I'm so sorry, I'm filled with regret

I'm so angry too, I wish we never met

I'm so happy, I'm crying out tears

I'm so scared, I'm full of dreadful fears

I'm so jealous, I'm ready to burst

I'm so dazed, but that isn't a first

I'm so lonely, It's almost a textbook case

I'm so frustrated, I hope I never see your face!

I'm so crazy, you better watch out

I'm so insane, I'm going to shout!

I'm so depressed, you cut my heart

I'm so glad, we're going to be..apart

I'm so surprised, you actually care?

I'm so confused, then why weren't you there?



Signed, Confused.

They say dreams never do come true..

But they are wrong, I say they do

I dream of violence, I dream of hurt

I dream of children, they live in dirt

I dream of you, I dream of me

I dream of how this was never meant to be

I dream of my feelings, I dream of my thoughts

I dream of these things, I dream of them lots

I dream of my loved ones, I dream of the dead

I dream of these thoughts, exploding my head

I dream of you yelling, I dream of you crying

I dream of you hiding, I dream of you lying

I dream of you hurting, I dream of you shutting me out of your life

I dream of the of the only one I can trust, I dream of my knife.

They say dreams never do come true,

But they are wrong, I say they do.

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cadrewolf
21:23 Nov 21 2008

Excellent, dreams do come true....

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