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People say that it a phase and you'll grow out of it.But you keep telling them you won't ever grow out it..They want you to be like them normal like everyone in the world so they dress you like they want you, they make you do thinks you dont like for them to love you and care for you.You are told you believe in the lord when you dont they make you go to church when you want to stay home and hide in your dark corner of the house..You start to lose the real you and who you were, so you tell them that this aint you and you want it to stop they can love you the way you really are and if they cant they leave you alone and let you be the real you.They tell you they love you and do care about you like everyone else, so you shut your feels down away from every one and you wish everyone would just vanish from around you and leave you alone and never talk to you and feed you lies..



you tell your father you want to see him he says not this weekend he has things to do.But you really know he has work off and he just sits around smoking his pot and talks to his buddies.You move out of state and you want to see him before you leave but he says it to far of a drive he will tomorrow and you tell him you wont be there tomorrow and he gets mad at you for leaving with out seeing him and askes again if he will come and see you and just says no and hangs up on you..So he sends you money to pay for the love that you want from your father and he dosent want to give you because your not like everyone around you.So you tell him you dont want the money any more and tell him to froget about you and he just says i would if he could but your mother makes him pay you..then you leave for the state you now have to live in with your mother and be the kid thats a freak of nature and get made fun of all the time kids hate you because your different..Then you go home and sit in your room everynight crying and wishing you were like everyone around you and wished that your father would love you. You wounder why your different from everyone and why they cant love you with the way you are..