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At first, I was struck by fear

of what I discovered about my dear,

But after a while it hit me-I didn't care.



I love vampires, I really do.

Makes sense that I'd marry one, wouldn't it?

Darkness and I are getting along perfectly.

We never quarrel, we alwyas enjoy each others company, and best of all, he's always near in the shadows, darkening my day.



I love being the bride of darkness.

No one ever bothers us in the way They did

When my ex was around.

The wedding plans, the wedding plans!

So much to do!



But there is something that's been bothering me

About my fiancee.



He always seems to be lusting after something.

I can tell it's me, but rather a PART of me.

He loves to sniff my wrist,

It's like an indulgence to him.

And whenever he gets close to my neck,

He pauses, sniffs it indulgently, and kisses it very fondly.

When he smells it, it's like a meal that he will soon taste to him.

And I can't help feeling

That I wish he would.



It's as if I'm bending to his will;as if I'm hypnotized. I feel like I'm supposed to LET myself be his meal, and feel all the better when he finishes. Strangely, I feel no remorse. I like this feeling for some reason. I'm out of my control. I'm completely and voluntarily in his control. And I don't want that feeling to go away.



Today, I scratched my arm while were out today. It began bleeding freely. He looked at it tenderly, almost hungrily, and said,

"Let me get that for you." Before I could reply, he licked all the blood off of me to the last drop. He did it with such lust and gratification that I beacme very frightened. What is he? He's a vampire, and I'm getting married to him.

In the days of my darkest despair,

I always hope to fiind you there,

Right by my side;

And yet, I don't.



Including this it seems

That you never are around

when I need you-

Right here.



The darkness now seems to call me.

It is always there.

It's more reliable than you are,

and it comforts me always.



I never have to ask him where he's been

When I'm all alone

Because he was right there with me,

And he never ends.



"Ah, but I am your knight in shining armor!"

you say,

"I shall always be your light!"

But I counter,

"You cannot have light without darkness."

"Where there is light, darkness isn't too far away."



And so, I choose him over you,

not because I don't find you attractive,

And not because you hurt me.

It's because you need something I need

That we can't be together.



Your light is too bright,

It isn't honest and true

It only shines, my darling,

Because the darkness wants it to.



I like a man who's powerful,

Who doesn't need something weak to exist!

You are that weak thing and

I just can't stand

How weakness affects me.



The darkness is that powerful thing.

His power gives me comfort, which brings up another thing:

We are oppposites, you and I.

I need something strong because I am.

You need something strong because you are weak.

But I digress!

Such a powerful being he is!



He often sways me into his way of thinking,

He knows how much your weakness hurts me,

He knows what it's like being me:

Being outcast, being cursed, being considered evil!



I know he is not, and he knows I am not.

We are together now, forever and ever.

We love each other deeply.

He kisses me softly, as if in a dream,

I kiss him affectionately, and living a dream.

He holds me tenderly in his dark heart's embrace,

And I know you are worried about my safety,

But though his heart is dark,

It is pure, loving, and understanding.

He is simply misunderstood.

And so am I.



For now, we will live out the days of our lives together forever.

It may hurt you,

And I am sorry to cause hurt,

But I love him and he feels the same,

We love each other with a love

That is more than love-it's true love.

We love with a love that is less than true love.



I must depart, for he is always near,

Have no fear,

It is best for us-trust me.

What could go wrong?