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i sit beside you

yet i'm all alone

my mood is blue

surprise here its shown



you stand with me

and you don't understand

you'll never see

what my life demands



i can't act like FAYE

it seems so strange

life is in my way

to you i'm deranged



you don't see me

you see this mask

i just can't be

and no one will ask



i cover myself

with standards and rules

my presence no one felt

to many people acting as tools



everyone is such a fool



i stand here not understood

i'll try to live i wish i could

you see me standing here

as life goes so queer

but i wish i was there

i know it will make life fair



my friends see a fake smile

and yet all the while

i sit all torn up inside

life is a wild ride



i still stand here today

and i go unheard yelling "hey"

all life goes and comes

all the air then leaves my lungs



and the desire to live

you have to get to give

you don't understand

my soul nolonger on land



i stand by myself

my heart in a jar on a shelf

even if i try

my life my soul will die

i am the fire

in a lover's heart

i am the ice

from enemies in the dark



i am the desire

for unearthly revenge

i the one who intice

then makes them cringe



i am all

i am nothing

my life in free fall

i am not bluffing



no one knows

no one understands

i am the dealer of death blows

i am on the demand



i am the watcher

that no one sees

the one no one bothers

i sit by the seas



do you believe

that i am me