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this poem i wrote yesterday after hearing about my ex and realizing, scarily enough, i had a false memory about him that i had dreamed but thought was real.

this poem actually became a song in my head so if you can imagine the rhythm and music it will sound better. i tried to put notes about the music in the poem so you could understand how it was supposed to sound.



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i thought i saw you wave at me

i thought i saw you smile

but then i heard your name again

and realized it was all a lie



the things we had

the thoughts we shared

meant nothing in the end

you left me here

so thoughtlessly

i could not comprehend



it was all a dream

i had with you

and nothing had been real

an illusion in my mind i had

these emotions that i feel



i thought things were improving

but i'd been lying to myself

in my sleep, i'd dreamed of you

and thought it had been truth



i dont know why

this ended so

i don't know why i care

you left me here

so thoughtlessly

bleeding everywhere



it was all a dream

these feelings

and these memories i had

my heart is breaking

even though

you left me oh so long ago



[key change]



it was all a dream

i loved you

and you used me to the end

you tricked me

broke me, hurt me badly

left me dying in my sin



[instrumental]

[slowing down]



it was all a dream

i loved you

and you left me oh so bruised



it was all a dream

i can't believe

how i had been abused



[slowing down even more]



i dont know why

this ended so

nothing's as it seems

you left me here

so thoughtlessly

everything was all a dream