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My ferret (Loki) died this morning. :(

I am so fucking sick of people claiming to be my friend but when I ask them for a favor they always turn their backs to me! Yet I keep these people in my life because I have so very few. All I ever wanted is a real friend, some one that wants me around. Not just someone that wants to use me when they need some thing, some one that would be going out or to a party and invite me to go with them. I’ve never really been asked to go to a party. I have always just shown up. And people there are nice to me. But that is all; I am still out of place and alone. What so fucking wrong with me that people don’t really want me around? I just want a real friend, some one that will be there for me just like I would be for them. Some one that would not say “oh I’m to busy for you” when I really need them. I have always done every thing I can to be a good and loyal friend. But no one as ever did that for me.

To anyone that reads this,





I have done a lot of work on my profile but I'm not sure if it to much. Please tell me your thoughts.

Just made Ghoul....lol

I think that there should be a message board for random convo. I try to post some thing about ghosts and it get RIA. So I moved to another board and now it's gone. WTF?

I just added music to my page.

Why do my post in forum keep getting delted? It pisses me off when that happens and no one bothers to tell me why! GRRRR! oh well..whatever.

Yet an other night I can't fucking sleep!!!!

I think I figured out how to edit my page....kewl

Today I bought some new magic cards and when I opened them I found a black, rare, foil card! And now I’m excited! I’m such a nerd.

Just made Caitiff. yippy....lol man I'm tired!

Wow I still can't beleive that I won 2nd place in the poetry contest. That rocks! Yay me! hehe

Marplot yayness!

I just made it to Shadow!

Your digging through the ash tray looking for snipes because your to poor to buy some. Man I'm bored! I've been awake now for 3 days. I just sem to sleep. I pssed off but not sure about what. Let re-phrase that... I'm pissed off and single one thing to be pissed about.....Life is the shits right now. But I'll make it through. I always do, some how.... hahahaha my cats are fighting over the can of cat food. Dorks. I love my cats but some days I think about shaving them and making slippers out of the fur. Is that wrong? Oh well....I'm just rammbling anyway.

I'm a Mosquito! :P

Well I was on 3 people's "friends" list but now it seems I pissed in some one's Post Toasties! Now I'm only on 2. Oh well.....haha

I'm sick of being a whelp......I can't do shit in here! Ok pity party is over now.....hehe

I wanted to see if I could rate myself...and it worked! That cracks me up....hehe....I gave myself a 10! hahaha! :P

I'm out of beer!

I'm sittin here in the buff and my ass is takin on the shape of the fuckin chair I'm sittin in. Wow I wish I had some fuckin smoke! That's all for now...