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There was a time when I used to run away

Anytime I started to fall

Cause loves never been very kind to me, no baby

Not very kind at all

Until you

You stole my heart away

Somehow you helped restore my faith

And something I thought wasnt for me

Now comes so easily



Because I love you

Youre the flame that sets my soul on fire

That special girl I pray for every night

That pretty melody

That plays over and over again in my head

Because I love you

(Forever stare at you and never get tired)

Honey Im ready to spend my whole life with you

Cause I love you

(Yes I do)



I never thought in a million years

That I could feel the way that I feel, no

How I get butterflies (get butterflies)

Whenever your lips touch mine

I must confess my dear

That it was instantly right from the start

A special bond between you and my heart

How it skips a beat whenever our eyes meet

And simply said the reason being



Because I love you

Youre the flame that sets my soul on fire

That special girl I pray for every night

That pretty melody

That plays over and over again in my head

Cause I love you

(Forever stare at you and never get tired)

Honey Im ready to spend my whole life with you

(Ill say it again)

I love you (yes I do)



Girl I know therell be differences we have along the way

Where our views may not always be the same

But I swear Ill try

To hear out your sigh

And compromise cuz I realize

That with you I wanna spend my life



Because I love you

You're the flame that sets my soul on fire

That special girl I pray for every night

That pretty melody

That plays over and over again in my head

Because I love you

(Forever stare at you and never get tired)

Honey Im ready to spend my whole life with you



Girl its all the same because

I love you

Why are people like this?


Why is there cheating?


Why is there rape?


Why does happen to me and everyother woman?


Why...why...why...


Do men not have respect for women?


Are we less then people?


I'm sick and tired of being lied to.


Being cheated on.


Thinking about the past.


All I know is that I love Rosa.


And I love Mattums.


The only people that would never hurt me.


The world needs to be a better place for woman.


Remember, 1 out of every 3 woman gets sexually assualted.


This number is way too high.


This needs to stop.


Now.

I don't know exactly how to feel at the moment. Jaki broke up with me, but I've been expecting that for a few days now. I'm not really upset about it, but I'm not really happy about it. I felt as if I wasn't good enough, not as good as...her. I hope they'll be happy. Whateve.



On the up side, I have been asked out by a few people, I'm in the processing of picking one of them. I'm thinking of asking Rosa out, I love her more than anything in the world. But then again, Matt is coming to see me next weekend and who knows what will happen with that. Also, I have confessed my love to a dear friend, whom I've been in love with for quite awhile. Vhan, I don't expect to get back with him. Not now at least. Then there is Nick, whom asked me out last week, which was a very nice surprise. And it has just come to my attention that Mashu wants to be with me.



Besides my dating situations I have been very much into the paranormal at the moment. I'm on a quest to find a vampire. I've also decided to get a pentagram tattooed on the back of my neck. I'm hoping to come across some things from the other side sometime soon, demons, angels, spirits..anything.



I've also decided that I'm going to move after the first semester of the school year, i have no idea where to yet but I'm sure I'll figure it out. :P



Anyways, I have more to say but not the patience to write it. So ta ta.