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Enjoying my emptiness
10:41 May 27 2018
Times Read: 392

I lay here havent slept in days the pain is unbearable. The pain of being empty inside but yet im so comfortable. Comfort of the feeling of having no needs no wants or desires. Feeling empty and broken inside but enjoying it cause it feels nice to feel emotionless not to have the worry of feeling hurt disapointed or upset. I guess being dead inside can be a good thing maybe i should never sleep nor wake up just be numb

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TheHaunted
02:10 May 29 2018

I can relate to some of your writing.

Down fall
02:48 May 27 2018
Times Read: 399

Myself and my fears

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Hollow
04:09 May 24 2018
Times Read: 410

I lay in bed replaying my life in my head and i realize how empty and hollow i am inside. Noting happening to make me quit yet nothing happening to give me a reason to keep going. I know i will be fulfilled when i find my master yet will i ever find him i seem to be searching a thousand years it seems. Need to fill this emptiness that lingers inside me

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Endless nights
02:35 May 18 2018
Times Read: 428

I open my eyes again just to see the day is done. Weather said it was a nice sunny day. Wish i could have touched the outside to see that. To see the light and feel the warmth. It feels like forever and not just years. My day is just starting where with others its just ending. Wish i could reach out to them but the sad thing is i cant. For when i am wakening they are just about to be sleeping. Night time a world of fragel peace. So dark yet so quiet. Cant see the beauty of the flowers for there is not enought light but am greatful i at least have the beauty of the moon. But honestly if i could go back in time and change things i cant say that i would. Living this why now im not blinded to the things people take every day for granted. No. Now i appreciate them alot more.

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immorteb
04:00 May 18 2018

The world is such a beautiful place at night, love this 10/10

LZAPERVERT
05:14 May 18 2018

Groovy

Darkangel1876
09:53 May 27 2018

I like it

LadyRainNyxx
04:40 Jun 12 2018

I've felt this way before

Hospital life
19:29 May 17 2018
Times Read: 449

Whats the point in going to spend 80% of your life at the hospital just to live longer to suffer and be in pain longer just to pass. No cure or treatment. Cant pass but yet cant live. No feeling but yet feel pain. Beautiful surroundings but yet not able to enjoy

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LadyRainNyxx
04:36 Jun 12 2018

I've felt this way before

LadyRainNyxx
04:39 Jun 12 2018

I meant for this comment to be put on the endless nights one and not this one. In on my cell phone and my cell phone is messing up

dwaynemcgriff01
05:20 Jun 12 2018

that horrible

Misunderstanding
04:13 May 16 2018
Times Read: 469

I speak but the words come out wrong when people talk to me my anxiety kicks if and my words come out jumbled i hide from the wotld because my shyness defeats me. My blessing of my strength of loving is also my curse i feel lost in this world of sin just a scared child looking for my soul and my leader

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Does anyone else have to constantly change the screen
04:08 May 16 2018
Times Read: 472

In order to see if you got messages or is it just my phone?

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TheNameGame
21:58 May 17 2018

If you add cell phone it will text you when you get messages.

Ericatone
22:12 May 17 2018

Thanks

No hope
03:16 May 16 2018
Times Read: 481

I speak but they do not listen. I cry but they do not see my tears. They walk by and dont even glance in my direction. Im invisible and dont exist.

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No hope
03:16 May 16 2018
Times Read: 482

I speak but they do not listen. I cry but they do not see my tears. They walk by and dont even glance in my direction. Im invisible and dont exist.

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GothicxxxInside
05:37 May 16 2018

Oh but you do exsist...Invisible by most but not by me.

Blessed with this curse
22:45 May 09 2018
Times Read: 498

I sleep but never rest. When awake i feel like death. Body always feeling trapped the only escape is threw sleeping dreams. There is no cure or treatment. Drs cant figure out how i servive. Died several times but still here. What is my destiny or fate how long does it last when is there a cure

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GothicxxxInside
05:35 May 16 2018

I have died twice in my life....want to know what I saw?...Darkness

Ericatone
06:01 May 16 2018

Yes darkness and not a night dakness but a heavy blanket of blackness like theres nothing there

dwaynemcgriff01
05:21 Jun 12 2018

cool